ilovemikehunt

3:30 am...
why am i still awake?
if you're thinking that maybe it was because i had a long night out drinking or something, you obviously don't know me very well... i'm not the going out type.
what did i do today?
well.. i woke up, stressed about being unmotivated, reorganized my workspace/studio, wrote for awhile, werked on a new beat (played my bass, keybored and vocal chords), did some drawings, spent way too much time on here. i did leave a couple times to go to the store and stuff.
welcome to my life.
i enjoy it... i'd imagine that it'd drive many people insane. well, i guess it might've done the same to me; i'm far from "sane"... then again, i'm not sure which is the production of which; my lifestyle or my level of "sanity".

ugh... my body is tired but my mind is not ready to shut the fuck up.
perhaps this is where my NLP skills would come in useful...? yeh, i know, i should take the voice in my head and slow it down.. make it sound nice and soothing. pillow talk.
but it's not fucking happening.
see, that's my problem... i always know what the fuck i have to do, i just won't do it. there's some sort of glitch in my system that won't allow the messages to be transmitted from my brain to the rest of my body. resistance, resistance, resistance.

ok, enough rambling; i think i'm going to go sweet-talk myself to sleep now.
toodles.