i need a new job; want to hire me? i'm a great employee (possibly the best,) just ask my boss.
i'm so desparate, or so it seems. emotionally hungry (which consequently effects my mental thus physical state from time to time leading me to believe that i crave tangible pabulum, when in actuality, that might not be true. my skewed mentality also leads me to a contrary conclusion as well..yes, i'm stuck with the remains of an eating disorder, which might clarify a bit for you, joshua; i was reluctant to bring that element of my life into our relationship. wow, i can't believe i just let that one out.) is the term that i've deemed it; starving, i could call it, if it weren't so radically offensive to those who would laugh in my face after using such a harsh werd to describe my situation...starvation is such an inappropriate and faulty term for me to use in reference to myself, in any sense; i try to get my emo-fill at least once a day.
when the madness is unleashed, my appetite is insatiable...as the laws of physics demand of parallel worldly issues, my pendulum oscillates into the regions of both the positive and the negative territories, to virtually equal extreme distances. once i'm doubled over in pain, i'm ready to move on...not until then...and still, i want more. and then onward i go to get my hands on something bigger and better (such a trite little phrase); i'm constantly scavanging my surroundings to acquire something twice as grandiose as my previous conquest.
will my desires ever truly be fulfilled, or am i constantly going to be searching for something greater? or is my desire truly to continually override my triumphs?
if i thought you would listen, i'd tell you to have a great day. so, please do, if you're confident that you can handle such a task.
i'm so desparate, or so it seems. emotionally hungry (which consequently effects my mental thus physical state from time to time leading me to believe that i crave tangible pabulum, when in actuality, that might not be true. my skewed mentality also leads me to a contrary conclusion as well..yes, i'm stuck with the remains of an eating disorder, which might clarify a bit for you, joshua; i was reluctant to bring that element of my life into our relationship. wow, i can't believe i just let that one out.) is the term that i've deemed it; starving, i could call it, if it weren't so radically offensive to those who would laugh in my face after using such a harsh werd to describe my situation...starvation is such an inappropriate and faulty term for me to use in reference to myself, in any sense; i try to get my emo-fill at least once a day.
when the madness is unleashed, my appetite is insatiable...as the laws of physics demand of parallel worldly issues, my pendulum oscillates into the regions of both the positive and the negative territories, to virtually equal extreme distances. once i'm doubled over in pain, i'm ready to move on...not until then...and still, i want more. and then onward i go to get my hands on something bigger and better (such a trite little phrase); i'm constantly scavanging my surroundings to acquire something twice as grandiose as my previous conquest.
will my desires ever truly be fulfilled, or am i constantly going to be searching for something greater? or is my desire truly to continually override my triumphs?
if i thought you would listen, i'd tell you to have a great day. so, please do, if you're confident that you can handle such a task.
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pre-welcome to LA!.(why in god's name would you move here?) musician? i just got GarageBand, i made my first crappy song! yay me! you have excellent taste in music, well rounded. very cool.
{goes back to flipping doubles of 'Black Cow'}