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fuck... now that i'm not focusing on other people, my life is stressing me the fuck out...
my mission seems unaccomplishable right now.
i owe the bank $150 in fucking overdraft fees
i have no job
i have no product to sell
i'm losing my mind.
i want to werk on my art. that's it.
i need to go now.
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jjay:
shits rough homie...been there too many time to count

wish i could help out but i'm a broke ass myself...well at least i got a new jobby job today

hope ish works out
jofixxxit:
damn....i m kinda in the same boat....except its not the bank i owe....hope it all starts to work out for you soon....well..i hope it starts workin out for me too..hahahaa
bests
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i don't know what to say...
i mean, i've just finished unloading quite a heavy burdon, i really have no need to pick it up and drop it once again, as to fill you in.
sorry.
just rest assured knowing that my self-loathing days of extraneously focused obsession are now officially over.
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thefreddy:
thanks for the comment, but I wish I did fuck that bitch biggrin Prolly would've been neat
jonnytrrrash7:
congrats!
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wow, last night was crazy.
i got drunk and went to the sage francis and e&a show. the show itself wasn't very good, but it was very educational... and i registered to vote! yay!
so, i figured out e&a's performance success strategy. got it recorded.
i learned a bit about myself. a lot. i went into little girl mode at one point... it was interesting....
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mr_ruckus:
Cool!
Sounds like a great night.
I agree with "getting some",damn it's been a minute!
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ghostdance:
Ah, fucking, I remember I used to do that a long time ago. frown
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sorry i've not been so responsive... i'll respnd to you all once my internet at home is werking.

i realized today that i need a job that's going to motivate me... jobs i've considered: being a morgue bitch, sweeping floors and cleaning up strange goopy substances at a mental institution or maybe a hospice center. i want to werk in an environment that is totally...
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jjay:
you made me think of this creepy abandoned asylum up in SF. its big with thrill seekers and bums....really spooky though. went into the carekeepers abandoned house that is adjacent. weired ocult stuff scribbled on the walls and an alter in the basement....i didn't have the balls to go into the asylum

nocontrol:
You should meet my friend Karen Zass. wink
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confusion...
that is my life right now.
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mrginger:
would you be as confused in Cali?
fucket:
yeah, more tragic for the poor fucks with their cocks on my wall..
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hahahhaa
my mom told me that she read through my suicidegirls page. she said that she was "very disturbed"; it's so negative. and she doesn't like how i like to provoke people for reactions... it sounds like i have "no conscience" and that i don't care about people.
that's so funny.
my mom is obsessed with the surface of things. i'm obsessed with what's underneath....
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fucket:
well.. some people would say it's better to be deceived than to deceive someone else.. some guilt inevitably will plague the deciever , while the victim can be righteous and proud in avoiding temptation..

if you are being deceived by your lover, at least you are experiencing the untarnished joys of the love.. your lover is the one being cheated, the one having to watch their every word and regret their every action..
insomniphobiac:
Its good to find someomne else who agrees that my manager is a wanker, and, youve not even met him! Bonus!
But, clubs are ok, so long as the choons are decent (very rare in spalding) and your with your mates (small town, so very likely in spalding)
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i filed a sexual discrimination claim against whole foods today... the produce dept manager told me that he wouldn't consider hiring me until he had 2 new guys. fun times... i couldn't just let that shit slide.
after talking to the dude at the eeoc office (i liked him, his facial expressions were cute and empathetic) i went to the virgin megastore and bought a...
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aelectric:
kiss love ARRR!!! ooo aaa oink robot wink

How's that for articulate...
skeksi:
i left yo butt a message last night, challah back.
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URGENT MESSAGE: dusty is fucking hot as shit.

whoa, looking at porn @ werk is fun!

uh huh.
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metaleric:
Your urgent message is old news. Everyone already knows. wink
mentula:
Yeah, and the really strange thing is...I didn't used to care for rubbers....but what are you gonna do.
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I STILL NEED A LIVE FUCKING DRAWING MODEL... inquire within. please.

ugh.. i agreed to spin @ this house party tonight. i really don't fucking want to. i don't know what i'm going to be playing. maybe i'll do a funked out hip hop set, for a change. i'm not sure who's going to be there, and there's not a chance that i'm bringing more...
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mrginger:
there's a beach in Chi? where were you for all that time? In a few months I'll be a great specimen
ojaeflo:
I thought you bailed. I'm glad I have a tendency to look around this crazy site. How are you doing?
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so much to do, so little time.

i need a live drawing model. any volunteers?
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veganjihad:
hmmm sorry for deleteing you... i wasnt sure if you where coming back and i am ever so anal about the greys on my friend list.... i will be back in chicago soon enough... well, not soon enough actually, but when i can afford school again...
jjay:
i need a life first
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hi again.

tell me something totally outrageous..
i have plenty of outrageous things to tell you since i've been gone... here's one: i'm not a "virgin" anymore (but that doesn't fucking mean i'm going to do it again.)
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ghostdance:
yea, the travel thing has to wait a while unfortunately, since I can't leave the state till next June frown . But I've been thinking of just going to all the places in Ohio I've never been instead, and since we have more small towns here than anywhere else hopefully there will be shit to explore.
phantomvi:
eewww, that's gross


wait a minute, no it's not...
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my acct runs out tomorrow...
i love you all; it's been virtually real!
keep in touch.
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damonone:
frown frown
drpirate:
ARRR!!! frown frown kiss kiss