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Friday Oct 28, 2011

Oct 28, 2011
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So in my day of super boredom, I ended up going through and deleted a bunch of people off my facebook list. A good number of people are generally good, and good to me. I have my new friends from the company, and my old friends from the army, and of course my blood family and my bond family. Then a bunch of people that I needed to check up on to see if they served any use whatsoever, or if I even knew them.

A handful of these people are nothing. Rather, the exact same as they were when we were teenagers. I get to thinking to myself, how is it that I was able to stand being stuck in a place without any momentum? Stuck in a place of... not even mediocrity. Here I am, busting my ass to get my business and become something big. Not settled in the same place.

Then a string of fears of failing the shop or missing something important or not getting business hit me. I guess without that fear, I wouldn't pay close attention to the details and really find a way to succeed. Ugh, too much time to think to myself.

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