illuminatus

Saw a group of kids running around outside today, playing with guns and shouting about the flanking germans. Made me think, what is it with our addiction to violence? Then it occurred to me. What is it with my bad addiction to it? I don't know, I guess I'm just running around trying to find my next fix, and constantly reaching deeper for nothing. Sometimes I think I feel like I'm looking for some sort of trouble, anywhere I can find it. While I wait for my next overseas trip, I just need to hold my breath, and not make any attempts for create something to fix, and so far I'm maintaining control of it.

But.... I still wish that I didn't have to control it.

New sleeve coming soon. Have my second consult with the owner of Transcending Flesh on Tuesday, well it was actually supposed to be Friday, but I just kept forgetting. Maybe that feeling will help subside my cravings for a bit. A legit reason to watch blood, yes, I'm a bleeder during tattoo sessions.

Random note....

In brightest day, in blackest night, no evil shall escape my light.

Next Friday!