illuminatus

heres a song i wrote long LONG ago. i think it was one of my better ones. maybe ill start back up again.


i miss your smile, the way you taste
i close my eyes and cant forget your face
the tears have dried the storm has cleared
but i still see a paled soul
when i look at the mirror

and these scars run deep
an unfathomable mystery
i cant breathe
as darkness overwhelms me
still these scars run so deep
am uncureable disease
i cant be
this cancer has a hold of me

what was it you said?
was i crushing you? (suffocating)
was your world askewed (intoxicated)

and these scars run deep
an unfathomable mystery
i cant breathe
as darkness overwhelms me
still these scars run so deep
am uncureable disease
i cant be
this cancer has a hold of me

and these scars, these paralyzing scars
so deep in me
they make me breathe
so ill live here cold
thinking of me
dont tell me your alone

weekend pictures from missouri and the trip up there:

best hair cut to not wear a helmet with

the decent side of houston



my buddy landon rockin my glasses!

kaytlen doin her hair

me and the little one

the way to the party


happy divorce / happy 25th anniversary... awesome idea!


can i haz one?

its the end of the storm

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