illuminatus

well im back
internet has been soo suck ass over the past couple of months i could rarely log in
but its about done
i am mere weeks from completing my 15 months in this shit hole
a lot has been seen and done, most which can never leave my mind
a new year starts, and so does the rest of my life.
this year alone, i will return to the states, get out of the army and start the education that will be my future.
this year i hope myself to finally find someone who wont tear me apart or drive me into a binge
someone who i can actually fight for, and keep
its where we find ourselves in life.
how our past descions can change so much
how someone can go from defining loser to creating his own path to success
looking back at where i was, and what my plans were, i see now that anything is truely possible, both good and bad
and the most i or anyone for that fact, is make the best of it
so here i stand, proof to myself, that life can in fact change
that people can change
and that its never truely over as long as your still breathing
so to any sg lurkers who care
take this new year, and make something of it
and thanks for reading my rant....
more to come