illuminatus

you know theres no i in team
yeah, there no u either
so im not on the team and your not on the team, nobodys on the goddamn team
this team sucks

alright, so its been awhile...... a long fucking while
where to start? well how bout where ive been
recently ive been preparing for the next phase in my life
leave the army next month, start school in houston in september.
4 years ago today i started my goodbyes to all my friends,
and now i start again.
this time is a bit harder
some of...
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so what does one do
return from the desert
and yet i find myself in a very similar place
sick of the childish fooling around
sick of the single life
i want to settle down
i want to finally be with someone....
....someone i can lay next to and hold
say those three words to
yet this is also a horrible time and place
out...
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soooo my bags are packed
and i have one last night in this country
my last night in the war
no more bombs
no more explosions
no more night vision driving
just rest, relax, and my 6 spd car
and dear lord the things ive seen and done out here
ive been north and south. ive seen iran and saudi arabia.
never set foot in...
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well im back
internet has been soo suck ass over the past couple of months i could rarely log in
but its about done
i am mere weeks from completing my 15 months in this shit hole
a lot has been seen and done, most which can never leave my mind
a new year starts, and so does the rest of my life.
this year...
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events recently encompassing my life have been brutal and painful. difficult as it may seem to overcome i realize that the true beast that haunts my current perception has nothing to do with the possible dangers of being in a warzone or the stress of being in a retarded unit, but more to do with the lack of activities i am capable of doing out...
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this blows
today my ipod found itself a medium
an object used to bridge to existances
in this case, a hot wire and a metal ground
sadly, the untimely execution of my innocent ipod means that my music, hence my life, have died
all 45 gigs of music gone
goddamnit
so i just returned from my trip to the px, where the only ipods they...
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DAMNIT!
so yeah, this iraqi internet is too damn fuckin slow
ive tried about 23580034502.3 X pi times to edit my profile, but it never works
so for now, yall will have to check out my myspace
which is /downthesystem
ill eventually get this bastard working
ill keep some fun updates going on as i can
thanx yall, i think