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FEMALES, if you have ever wondered (for those that are still straight) why there never seem to be any good guys around instead of a bunch of assholes...the answer might be you or some other female. At some point were you into the "bad boy", "badass", "kind of a dick", "cocky" type of guys? Did you turn down guys because they were sweet, and that was the problem, they were too much of a nice guy? Ever get with one of those nice guys, then dump him or cheat on him with that "bad ass" guy? Did that "bad ass" actually care about you, or treat you like just another notch under his belt? Ever think that maybe not all those guys started out to be assholes? Yea i'm sure a good percentage of those assholes have always been just that, but not all. Some of those assholes became assholes cause they got treat like shit by some female who'd rather be treated like shit by the "bad ass" instead of be with the nice guy who was "just too muce of a nice guy". Assholes and bitches are created my bitches and assholes...it just becomes a vicious cycle. I don't trust many females, cause the ones i trusted did exactly that or something close to that affect. I can be with somebody, but not completely because in the back of my head i'm thinking "not gonna get too attached" because it hurts much less when you don't have that strong bond/attachment. So, when something happens to make one or both parties go there seperate ways, it's just like "fuck it."

Fuck It is my lifes damn moto, but it doesn't mean that sayin fuck it doesn't get to me, upset me, piss me off. This was all very theraputic for me, and now I no longer feel so pissed, I no longer feel as though I should con't to care about ,what pissed me off in the first place, as much now, I gives less of a fuck now, my "Give-A-Shit Tank has ran out of shit to give a fuck about again. lol thanks blog.