illicit

Well, here's my journal update.

Had a lot of sex last week.

Got my marks back from college, and I failed this semester, which means I'm no longer in college. I hate doing databases, and I hate visual basic as a programming language. i always have, and apparently, i always will. They have been the largest thorns in my side since the dawn of time ... or at least the dawn of their times combined with my time ...

So now I'm totally lost ... I have no idea what to do with my life and I feel as tho I've been totally cast adrift in life again ... it took so much work to get myself to be able to go to college in the first place and now it turns out that I'm simply not smart enough in two areas to continue onto the rest of the years where I would have easily dominated my class in hardware, networking and web skills.

So what do i do now?

My talents (?) ... writing, screaming, telephone technical supporting (if that even is a talent), being self destructive, giving oral sex, fixing computers, modifying computer towers, making computer systems run clean and fast ...

Wow ... <sarcasm>i sure am worthwhile</sarcasm>

I hate me ... and I have no one else to turn to

Great