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So, I've been back for awhile, just not terribly active. I'm moving to Aurora, IL this weekend and I still need to find an apartment and some sort of social interaction. Neither are going well.

I've recently been talking to a particular women out in Cali that wants to hook up with my friend when she flies out for his brother's birthday. He and I got drunk Saturday night and she ended up calling and joining in over the phone and she and I exchanged IM names. She starts talking (after I'd retired to my place) to me and confessing how she's not sure she wants to hook up with him now because she found out he's a virgin and she's terrified that he's going to get attached even though she just wants some cock. She's actually probably correct in her fears that he may have already developed a slight emotional attachment. Then she started hitting on me. Oi...and damn was it hard to say no to that. Try as I might, I'm pretty sure I gave her an invitation to accompany me to Aurora after the wedding which she accepted. I'm such a jackass. Although I'm pretty sure I'll turn her down the day of (and kick myself repeatedly afterwards), I'd feel horrible for douching a buddy like that. So, this is fuel to the fire on finding myself someone to start a serious relationship with or at least an exclusive sexual relationship. Either way, I could turn her down without wanting to drive home and beat my head against the wall all night.