Another long day coming to an end for me. I have been up since 12:30 am. Drove for about 5 hours. Worked for 9. Getting sleepy. Must eat but don't know what I want. What u having/have for dinner? Maybe i could get an idea this way...?
AHHHH sonny=] i have a video for you to watch, you can watch the whole thing but its kinda long but go to like min 14.
http://youtu.be/_RqPWJmNYGY but i fade out with sonny in the end!! it completely made my life!
Confusion does not sit well with me. It's either you know you want it or you don't. I can't wait patiently while my heart and all the love dies... I will let go completely if things don't get better.
Time to pack up and get to the airport. My vacation is over. Time to step back into reality. Home can be so inviting and also a curse. Since my marriage ended i often get caught up feeling alone and worthless. I tried giving her everything and usually got nothing in return. I could only take it for so long. I didn't want it to... Read More
Last day in Colorado with my mom. Sigh. I miss her like all the time. I hope my visit here did her good. I know I needed to be here. She is the best. I strive to make her proud of me. Sometimes I fuck up but that's the way it goes. Live in the now...for tomorrow Isn't guaranteed.
Roadtripping to Colorado. Just my sister and I. Nothing but good times ahead. Been on the road for about 5 hours. I miss my mom...looking forward to seeing her. I hope to take lots o pics.
if i were to move anywhere else again and i could afford it that's where i'd go right now!!!! i had some of my best times living there. and oh the memories of walking by the pier or taking a ferry ride to go hook up with some guy on the island. so so so much fun! damn!!! i miss it!
dick's burgers and caramel sundaes w/greasy fries... walking along broadway on a saturday. *sigh*
taking the bus to the u-district to get coffee and a movie. oh man does it show how much i loved it?