Sunday Jul 22, 2007

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I just can not go thru this again....




I had a friend.. She didn't know her own value and now she is gone...It's been two years...
I just wish I could have been a better friend to her, be there for her more so she would not have done it.

If I don't lose friends this way I lose um in other just as painful ways.. I really suck at this friend thing..
Maybe I should stop it...

I am a happy person.. Just not cut out to be a friend I guess..My mom lost her best friend of 40+ years two months back.. I feel for her.. I think my mom and I are best friends now and I'm ok with that.. I love my mom so much...

Things will get better I just know it...
Like Kate Bush says in Cloudbursting " Something really good is gonna happen, I don't know when.. But just saying it could even make it happen" On top of the world looking over the edge!!

Ok well Tabby I miss you and I'm sorry I wasn't a better friend..
to all those other long past friends ..We all have our lives to live so if you have done what you had to then so have I. You are all missed..

later SG
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grayness:
Part of what we do for our friends is remember them, even when it hurts. We carry those who couldn't make it with us,on up the line. We can't always save everyone... but we can be better for having known them, and help the next one that needs help. That's our tribute. We can make things mean something.

Sympathies over the pain. I think the song you've chosen has it right, though. Hang in there.
froggin:
what amazes me is that we are able to keep friends... i too lost my best friend.. it was tragic for me and not a day goes by i dont think of him.. still don't know what happened... he just stopped... but I have recently had two old- thought they were gone- friends come back after years.. so there is hope..we always have that...best wishes for you to find yours

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