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My Mission

Sep 7, 2014
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This World, this Life, Everything; to think of it all at once, is like blowing a gun for a bullet.

The sense that we are nothing in regards to everything, isn't a far fetched thought though.

It is true we are but ants in the scheme of things. Funny ants.

Because we don't have to act as such.

At the same time, how funny is an ant who pretends to be an elephant.

Are Ego is a constant reminder that all too often man thinks of himself as the Origin of Motion; the cause of Perpetuation.

The main character in the story.

But that's not a bad thing.

Or a good thing.

A Natural thing, yes,

I mean we are all Protagonists to our life's movie.

How many people live their life as if they were a supporting role? A cameo?

Is it humbling? To live ones life for another solely to see the Greatness of the other grow? Like a parent to child.

But even then, parents still have their own aspect of identity, their own reason for living, and their role isn't so perfunctory to the child that they see them selves as a supporting character.

I believe that would be belittling.

Beautifully humbling yes,

But we can achieve so much more, each and every one us.

So why must some people shine less then others?

Do the great drown the Meek in their success?

Is it a structural part of our society?

To keep the weak weak, and the Empowered in Power?

If we were all Great, would Great even be a word?

If all were Great, would we live in perfection?

I don't think I'll ever know the answer. I can't Imagine it. I don't want too.

I want to See it.

With my own two eyes.

I want to Craft it and Form it.

I believe I will.

I'll begin by talking to children together with adults.

Criminals together with saints.

I will speak my mind and Hope that I am Heard.

And if nothing changes, at the very least I will make faces Smile.

I will make faces Gleam and I'll try to raise Morale.

This is my selfish desire.

To be a supporting role to many.

To see others just a Minuscule amount Happier.

It is what I believe is Right.

So

I will write, and I will learn.

And in a years time, I will make my first move.

Hold me to it.

Friends and family,

Strangers and neighbors.

Don't let me spout nonsense to you

And to myself.

Likewise,

Become Great,

Do what ever you do

That makes you Happy

That doesn't Harm you

or anyone else

-to an extent-

Better.

More Robust, More Lively.

To you Pessimists

Coming up with lists of things

That you can not do better

Shit better

If you don't know how

Shit more

If that disgusts you

Turn to another

And talk about your shit

It's at the very least equivalent

to coming up with reasons not to be better than you were yesterday.

It's the lowest level

Butt hey

Everybody

Shits

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