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I hope, when you see me next and realize all that I have changed; you say to your self "I too, can do what this man has done."

When I look back at the desolate plain I once cohabited I am taken aback by the mountain my feet are currently a fixed. I say to myself "how, how did you ever make it here, how...
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The lingering smell of urine that radiates in the halls of the morristown train station will never sit well in my nostrils. But hey I'm back!

I've begun to drink milk and tea. It tastes good. And that's the end of that. How a drinking custom can't categorize a country I will never know. Bit please stop asking me if I want to be British. I want to be a human who likes the things he likes. Ahahaha funniest comment of the day thus far' "so you've decided with the queen"...
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This World, this Life, Everything; to think of it all at once, is like blowing a gun for a bullet.

The sense that we are nothing in regards to everything, isn't a far fetched thought though.

It is true we are but ants in the scheme of things. Funny ants.

Because we don't have to act as such.

At the same time, how funny is...
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If I ask for a line and you are there, I love you. If I'm lost and you give me courage, I love you. If you just fucking believe in me, I will love you. It's that easy, and it will mean so much. Don't condemn me to my mistakes and I won't call you satan bitch.

Flying 30,000 miles in the air can be a most peculiar thing. It's not like I've never done this before or anything, but it feels as though this flight was my first. And how fitting for my departure. I can comfortably use the analogy of an eagle jumping out of nest, for look at me! I'm flying! But even more amazing are the things I've...
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So many faces passing by. Faces I find attractive, faces that I find interesting -but not in the sense of personal interest ,more so in the sense that Spock's face is interesting furthermore I may have actually ran into a couple Vulcans today- And with each passing face a new day dream emerges. One of romance and adventure and of something much more distracting then...
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I’m in a really funny place right now, in my mind. It’s one of those spots you wander to when you don’t got anywhere else to go. It’s cozy, and disgusting, and you hate it, but you stay, you stay and wait, but that’s what makes you stay. And I wish I could say I don’t know how I got here, but I do. I...
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