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... So I had her bent over the table right? Then her roommate walked in. You know the hot one with the big-
Oh sorry didn't see you standing there. Let me clean up a couple things while I welcome you to another episode of...
Random thoughts
you wouldnt believe the stuff people have been saying behind my back lately.
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Random thoughts
you wouldnt believe the stuff people have been saying behind my back lately.
fav journals to read or...
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grayce:
i dont answer because im always half way out the door.. i know what it feels like to feel like your just passing through.
::sneeze:: i want to leave here. =) how are you?
::sneeze:: i want to leave here. =) how are you?
flipmuhpina:
Say it loud, its OK
Just subtract er and add an A
But dont forget to make the switch
Or youll be beaten like a bitch
it used to be taboo to say
but hip hop made it A-OK
be latino or an asian
but be careful if you're Caucasian
I love that.
Just subtract er and add an A
But dont forget to make the switch
Or youll be beaten like a bitch
it used to be taboo to say
but hip hop made it A-OK
be latino or an asian
but be careful if you're Caucasian
I love that.
Perspectives AKA (Best Rapper Alive... Since the best rapper retired. Part 3)
Understand
Im hearing psst behind my back cause theyre saying the money talks
open my wallet to find Benjamin trying to take a walk
He told me to get in this game my position I should have bought
wanted me to forget everything about hip hop that I was taught
he said First...
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Understand
Im hearing psst behind my back cause theyre saying the money talks
open my wallet to find Benjamin trying to take a walk
He told me to get in this game my position I should have bought
wanted me to forget everything about hip hop that I was taught
he said First...
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vlo:
hi baby

squee_:
So this is from one of your old entries, but it spoke to me:
"One of my greatest fears is that Im bringing people down because Im not naturally a happy person." I feel like that all the time. In fact, I have actually had family members criticize me for it. My father is convinced that all you have to do to be happy is decide to be. I think that only works if you are a self centered egotistical bastard like him. If you don't care about how others are affected it is a lot easier to make yourself happy.
I also wanted to comment on the tortured artist thing. I am sure sometimes it seems like the number crunchers are happier. Maybe they even are. As someone who kind of crunches numbers himself, I doubt it. If I had to do what I do for my family in a corporate setting I think I would go postal. Seriously, I am jealous of anyone who has passion about something. Or anyone who makes a living by actually creating something. To have both or even just the dream of both would be unbelievable.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 11:18PM]
"One of my greatest fears is that Im bringing people down because Im not naturally a happy person." I feel like that all the time. In fact, I have actually had family members criticize me for it. My father is convinced that all you have to do to be happy is decide to be. I think that only works if you are a self centered egotistical bastard like him. If you don't care about how others are affected it is a lot easier to make yourself happy.
I also wanted to comment on the tortured artist thing. I am sure sometimes it seems like the number crunchers are happier. Maybe they even are. As someone who kind of crunches numbers himself, I doubt it. If I had to do what I do for my family in a corporate setting I think I would go postal. Seriously, I am jealous of anyone who has passion about something. Or anyone who makes a living by actually creating something. To have both or even just the dream of both would be unbelievable.
[Edited on Jan 25, 2005 11:18PM]
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wendy:
and she aint got a car
she on the bus now
and her gear is bangin
she one of us now
she on the bus now
and her gear is bangin
she one of us now

vlo:
i missed u!!!



First off: someone sent me Connected off of my wish list. could you please step forward and be accounted for. (dont laugh michy.) One of my favorite lines so far? I spit with no prejudice/ thought kissing ass was in my blood type? Oh? Negative.
6 a.m. stories
1. Growing old.
There is a group of old people (60s- 70s) that eats at Jack In...
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6 a.m. stories
1. Growing old.
There is a group of old people (60s- 70s) that eats at Jack In...
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jule:
I had signed off to switch names and when I came back you were gone.
Come back...pretty please?
Come back...pretty please?

flipmuhpina:
my computer is moving really slow because of the previous comment and it's really ticking me off.
Sorry! It was cute though that person found so much time to just send those. LOL
anyway, You tickly me. every time you talk to me you talk like it's the first time you met me.
Do I really? How is that though... hope it isnt a bad thing.
Should I be a writer? Look at my favorite books. Reamember that manuscript I tried to sed you? You're silly.
Yes you should be one. Your words are so deep, and its like you are constantly thinking. Thats a good thing I think. Yes I remember, is that what that is? I thought it was pages and pages?
I assume you haven't read my previous journals do to your lack of SGness for the past few days I was asking people to send me pictures. So I can fill up my "my Homies" pic section. I think you're set would be nice. I don't post nudes (ask Michy) but I would like to see it. You already have a pic in there but I but I like exclusives.
I will send you some. I really havent had the chance to update much or read entries... just trying to stay in touch with everyone lol. You, Jules, and Mich. Hee hee where do you keep these pix anyways? On the pic thingy or your own folder? I will send some. Oh, and why is that you dont post nudes, I dont know when I will be able to speak to Mich anyhoo.
Sorry! It was cute though that person found so much time to just send those. LOL
anyway, You tickly me. every time you talk to me you talk like it's the first time you met me.
Do I really? How is that though... hope it isnt a bad thing.
Should I be a writer? Look at my favorite books. Reamember that manuscript I tried to sed you? You're silly.
Yes you should be one. Your words are so deep, and its like you are constantly thinking. Thats a good thing I think. Yes I remember, is that what that is? I thought it was pages and pages?
I assume you haven't read my previous journals do to your lack of SGness for the past few days I was asking people to send me pictures. So I can fill up my "my Homies" pic section. I think you're set would be nice. I don't post nudes (ask Michy) but I would like to see it. You already have a pic in there but I but I like exclusives.
I will send you some. I really havent had the chance to update much or read entries... just trying to stay in touch with everyone lol. You, Jules, and Mich. Hee hee where do you keep these pix anyways? On the pic thingy or your own folder? I will send some. Oh, and why is that you dont post nudes, I dont know when I will be able to speak to Mich anyhoo.
Id like to state that I wasnt specifically asking for nude pictures in my last journal. just pictures. But nudes will most defiantly accepted. Unless I specified that I didnt want them from you.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed the pictures but you know I had to get back to basics right?
So as promised:
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me... Sometimes
I never wanted this....
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Anyway, hope you enjoyed the pictures but you know I had to get back to basics right?
So as promised:
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me... Sometimes
I never wanted this....
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kinkerbelle:
you're fuckin awesome babe! I love reading what flows out of your mind. I find you very interesting. Thanks for the compliment. You better like it or I'll have to spank you. Ah what the hell...*pow* ~felt good~ thanks. May I have another. ha ha





jule:
I wish you didn't live so far away...all the time.
If you were the kind of person who can watch Blade and be entertained...you'd be the wrong kind of person, love.
Thank you for the get well wishes. I appreciate it.

If you were the kind of person who can watch Blade and be entertained...you'd be the wrong kind of person, love.
Thank you for the get well wishes. I appreciate it.

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kinkerbelle:
No long journal. Pics instead. Good.
I can't read anyway. ha ha. So how are you doing?

brookelynne:
I love that penguin picture.
I miss the words.
I found a few in my group today.
I miss the words.
I found a few in my group today.

And the Winner is...
Best opening line for an album
The High and the Mighty- Home Field Advantage
Was gonna rip out your heart and show it to you/ but homes I couldnt find it
Weirdest opening line for an album
Wilco Yankee Hotel Fox-trot
I am an american aquarium drinker/ I careen down the avenue
Best review of the SpongeBob movie
Mash out Posse...
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Best opening line for an album
The High and the Mighty- Home Field Advantage
Was gonna rip out your heart and show it to you/ but homes I couldnt find it
Weirdest opening line for an album
Wilco Yankee Hotel Fox-trot
I am an american aquarium drinker/ I careen down the avenue
Best review of the SpongeBob movie
Mash out Posse...
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derangedmichy:
ahahaha yeah michy likes it rough sometimes...
Well as matter of fact, I'm very into this song, "feelin' you in stereo" from the CD of "unfinished businees" by R kelly and Jay-Z -- whut a great song to get it on with a hottie...
Well as matter of fact, I'm very into this song, "feelin' you in stereo" from the CD of "unfinished businees" by R kelly and Jay-Z -- whut a great song to get it on with a hottie...

grayce:
But Marvin could sing Mary had a little lamb and get a girl to take her pants off.""
yes... yes this is true.
yes... yes this is true.
I wasnt suppose to make it past 25/ jokes on you Im still alive
A non-clever journal, that doesnt sound like you.
I dont feel much like myself right now.
Why not?
Here goes...
This holiday season was really weird. This season usually passes me by without me batting an eye. I just keep my heard down and let everyone spread their holiday cheer. This...
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A non-clever journal, that doesnt sound like you.
I dont feel much like myself right now.
Why not?
Here goes...
This holiday season was really weird. This season usually passes me by without me batting an eye. I just keep my heard down and let everyone spread their holiday cheer. This...
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brookelynne:
Don't be sad, I remembered you for Christmas. I couldn't get you what you wanted but I did remember.
I wanted a certain manuscript for x-mas...but you don't see me complaining
cheer up
At least you made it through your birthday.
Easy to say "feel better" and I know (yes I really truly do know) how you feel. Even if it seems surface the sentiments are honest-I do wish for things to get better for you.
25 huh...
That number for me is 37. I don't think I'll die (although its a very real possibility) I just think something monumental will happen, perhaps it's the same with you? Maybe the internal change that happens will be so big that your old self will die?
It couldn't hurt to assume its something positive.
We're all sad, but at least we aren't alone.
I wanted a certain manuscript for x-mas...but you don't see me complaining

cheer up
At least you made it through your birthday.
Easy to say "feel better" and I know (yes I really truly do know) how you feel. Even if it seems surface the sentiments are honest-I do wish for things to get better for you.
25 huh...
That number for me is 37. I don't think I'll die (although its a very real possibility) I just think something monumental will happen, perhaps it's the same with you? Maybe the internal change that happens will be so big that your old self will die?
It couldn't hurt to assume its something positive.
We're all sad, but at least we aren't alone.
jule:
BrookeLynne's comment is pretty deep. I like that.
So yeah, I didn't snag your idea. You stole it from me. You just stole it before I could execute it. Thanks for reminding me to update my mods info. Oops
So you're saying you want to stay home and talk to me? Well, where you at?!
You know I know nothing about music, why on earth would I know who any of those people are?
Anyone ever tell you you're damn fine? *Makes out with you*
So yeah, I didn't snag your idea. You stole it from me. You just stole it before I could execute it. Thanks for reminding me to update my mods info. Oops

So you're saying you want to stay home and talk to me? Well, where you at?!
You know I know nothing about music, why on earth would I know who any of those people are?
Anyone ever tell you you're damn fine? *Makes out with you*

"So this is the new year.
And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance.
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on...
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And i don't feel any different.
The clanking of crystal
Explosions off in the distance.
So this is the new year
And I have no resolutions
For selfl assigned penance
For problems with easy solutions
So everybody put your best suit or dress on
Let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
Lighting firecrackers off on...
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jill:
hey!!! dont be mean
i really am thinking about it.
i have ot have my debt to my family paid off before i move
that's the only thing keeping me here untill then!!!

i really am thinking about it.
i have ot have my debt to my family paid off before i move
that's the only thing keeping me here untill then!!!
clearlii:
I don't think you're wierd. I'm considering getting a wall poster of Laetitia Casta.. in my book, she's the most beautiful woman on earth.. and a large part of that has to do with the energy she radiates.
Thank you so much for the bday shout my pimp almighty!