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il_brutto

Tyler, Tx.

Member Since 2004

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Mar 12, 2005
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It's Parikhan's ((one of) my fianc's) Birthday!

I gave you quality 2 journals ago and most of you lamed out.
Didnt really appreciate it until the next one came out.
So I stretched my game out x-ed some names out
Kept my name on top and write journals nonstop for ya. Nik-ah.
::canten el coro:: Its the hard knock life...for us....

My friends list is now pared down to the essential. If you know of any cool people I should meet let me know.

Life experiences create a persons character. There always comes a time when the novelty of youth wears out and you thirst for wisdom. When that happens, so starts the lonely search to find your soul. You discover that most things you thought were real were only real to you and no one else. Then wisdom kicks in, and you learn that the best philosophy is no philosophy at all. Tunnel vision can destroy you you.
WEB Boise paraphrased by The Black spot

i have a collection of quotes that Ive been keeping for the last 6 or seven years. They are mostly from books, magazines, songs, and movies Ive seen. Its pretty extensive.

Future Journal titles: 2007 Bonnie and Clyde, Indefensible positions, No place Id rather be, The hate movement, 10 things I dont want you to know about me, 10 Reasons why you shouldnt be my friend, Growing Old, The Realist Shit Ive Ever Seen, Yet another 21 Questions and an infinite number of Random thoughts, I was going to do If this were the Muppets and I was Kermit Like I did with Peanuts but that would mean that someone would be Miss Piggy and I thought that would be inappropriate. In all fairness she was born in the year of The Pig.

Recently my bosses at work got me a card along with a $40 gift card to Best Buy simply because Im fucking awesome. I was expecting the card because the store manager asked me where I wanted one from and Best Buy happens to be my favorite place on earth(not so much now because I buy most things on line.) but I was only expecting about a $25 one. The card with everyone's name on it was a surprise. Whatdoyaknow. People do like me.

i only feel Im felt when Im standing under broken i only feel Im felt when Im Im laying over nothing... We live in cities full of tainted water/ Its no wonder were stuck here under the whether/ bodies compacted together crying for something better/ dying to hate each other dying to love each other/ Hoping to find him hoping to find her/ Every apartment complex holds a hopeless dreamer Felt Neila (Nay-la)
I downloaded this song (For $.99. SUPPORT UNDERGROUND ARTIST.) and cant stop playing it. Ive been trying to find time to go see her for the past few months. on Friday I got a friend request from her on myspace.com. I almost fell out of my seat. I didnt even know she was on myspace! She cant be a big as fan of mine as I am of hers.... can she?

Im glad you liked Summer Sun. If you have no idea what Im talking about its because I dont have your e-mail address. (hint, hint)

I havent asked a girl for her number in... probably a year or two. Girls tend to ask me for mine. Sounds cool right? But when I give it to them they dont call. Is this pay back for all the guys that didnt call them? When a girl does give me her number (usually without me asking) she doesnt call me back. WTF! Nice guys finish last.

You know what sound really scares me? The sound something makes before it collapses. Not the sound of the collapse but the sound of whatever it was holding it up giving in.

If you look at a watch advertisement in a magazine or a billboard youll notice that the watch is usually set to 10:10, 2:50 or something close to it. That is so the watch looks like its smiling at you. No joke. This was a gimmick that was thought up in the 50s by advertising agencies.

This is hilarious

One thing I love in people is awkwardness. A little confusion. When you catch someone that doesnt really know what to say. When that person is knocked off kilter a little bit. That moment when their guard comes down and they are no longer the person they want you to see. I think thats when a person really becomes human. I dont think there is anything more beautiful.

Things I need to do:
1. Call my neighbor. I keep forgetting. He wants to do a song with me, Im just never in the mood to walk all the way over there. Plus I dont get along with rappers too much. Ironic isnt it?
2. Write another 3 songs.
3. Record 4 songs
4. Rock
5. Reply to all my e-mails.
6. Finish my poem for urban poetry cafe

The world will never love you unless you have something to offer it. At least thats what Rudolph the Red nosed Reindeer and various other children stories have taught me.


A-a-likes that be alike who see alike.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
vlo:
no one compares to u.... if u write the songs they will listennn.... wink
Mar 18, 2005
jill:
haha....
your not senial.....

when u send me those emails with pix in them
the pic never shows up frown
Mar 20, 2005

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