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il_brutto

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Friday Oct 01, 2004

Sep 30, 2004
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My life as told by Fiona Apple

1. Never Is A Promise You say I need appeasing when I start to cry.
The first day I heard this song and realized that I understood every word I came to the conclusion that I must be really fucked up.

2. Paper Bag Hunger hurts, and I want [her] so bad, oh it kills 'Cause I know I'm a mess [s]he don't wanna clean up.
I was (and still am) afraid to get too close to anyone. The truth is that I know how to be charming and engaging and confidant (side note: I know that women like confident men. Do you honestly think Ive never heard that before?) but that shit is tiring. I know that eventually the clock will strike midnight and Ill turn back into the self loathing sociopath I was before. Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

3. The First Taste Im building memories on things we have not said.
Though Ive gotten much better at this I still have the tendency to fall really hard, really fast. So all you lucky ladies that want to just be just friends...

4. Fast as you can, baby run free yourself of me. Fast as you can If I had a nickel for every time I heard the lets be friends speech Id have 50 cents. Which is a lot when you think about it.

5. The Way Things Are I couldn't take the embrace of a real romance, It'll race right through me
I dont really want to be happy. I dont think I could take it. Have you ever received a really great birthday gift that was so grand you didnt know what to do with it? No? Have you ever looked outside at the sun when your eyes hadn't quite adjusted to the light? In both instances you are receiving something thats so grand you cant accept it. This is called Hedonophobia-fear of pleasure. Fun fact: Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- fear of long words.

6. Heaven please send to all mankind/Understanding and peace of mind./ But, if it's not asking too much/ Please send me someone to love.
OK she didnt write this but she does do a good rendition of it. i think its pretty self explanatory.

I spent the first stage of my like becoming fucked up. The next stage being fucked up. And the next figuring out why I was fucked up. Now I have the rest of my life to fix it. Wish me luck.

I guess you guys really dont like racism huh? So whos up for some interracial dating? Anybody? Oh, I see how it is.

Youve just entered the mind of Leeh
Please lock the door if you decide to leave.
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
jill:
poeple like confident people pierod... it's not just women liking men....
Oct 1, 2004
traviscommeau:
shit, took me a second, but 3x1-1... right-fucking-on... david cross is as close to a role model as i may ever have... too bad for odenkirk doing all the beer commercials though...
Oct 1, 2004

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