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Wednesday Apr 14, 2004

Apr 14, 2004
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okay, my last journal entry was misleading. i'm NOT pregnant. But desperately want to be.

It's a whole long sordid story. But, basically, hubby and i have been married for nearly 3 years. and have basically been trying to get pregnant the whole time.

I've had lots of tests and stuff in thel ast year. and we've started fertility treatments

but, so far. it's all failed. It sucks. like my body is broken. It won't do what it is supposed to do.

and now EVERYONE i know is pregnant it feels like. so, it just sucks.

anyway, I leave tomorrow for my review class. i'm dreading it. and dreading the studying and test that follow.

ugh

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faithless000:
hey, where've you been?
sucks about the fertility.
supposed to isn't what i'd say about it tho.
i say: "fuck you, biological imperatives." ARRR!!! ARRR!!! ARRR!!!
Apr 15, 2004
lunna:
Hi Sweetheart. I know how that goes. Truth is I didn't want to ever have kids. Then I had 4 pee on stick tests and one blood test all say I was pregnant. I was actually happy. Very happy and I never knew that I wanted to be in that situation. One week later and another blood test and a few other tests showed I wasn't. It was an effect on my hormones from all my meds. It crushed me and for awhile I didn't say much. I couldn't I was sad. Then, I realized that planning to be pregnant down the line is way better then having one now. Take care doll and stay strong!
kiss
Apr 27, 2004

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