creeping dark
i thought i could see everything
everything about this
but i realized far too late
that i was blind after all
either it was really dark at the time
or that's a soul as black as night
cunt
i want to scream it
but this is my failure
a failure for not seeing
for being blind
for not extending my hand
in the dark in hopes of finding
a wall
a pillar
a fucking rope
anything to help me keep
my balance
to keep me from falling
one simple act of self
preservation would have helped
on my part
but a black soul
is also empty
and there's no
helping that
cunt