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it's been very hard to gather any thoughts
today. i had this feeling of industry of a sorts
i wanted to create, but i kept experiancing
a certain lack of motivation.
ideas like little snakes are writhing around
in my brain, looking for escape, but i am
finding that i am unable to gather enough
strength or force of will to let them out.
i let myself become easily distracted with
the common place, by a tv show or a song
that was playing, and sometimes i'd just let
my mind drift after it caught hold of a memory
revisiting personal history in vivid detail
reliving events both good and bad, and
thankfully most are good.
constructive and destructive events finding
a shared forum to entertain my minds eye.
this very blog is a perfect example as
the time stamp says i started typing this
at 2:48am but my mind has been off
wandering so much so that a whole
hour has gone by and other than a few
paragraphs of blather, i have done nothing
creative so far.