Some days you feel like you can take on the world. You feel like you are invincible, unerring, indestructible.
Today was not one of those days for me.
All day I've been tired, sluggish, moody. The few times I felt energetic were times when I was letting my rage out. I was distracted enough a couple of times to be okay, but I wasn't a hundred percent at all. I'm fine, but only barely. I crashed at the end of the day and had to leave the cookout party that was forming up because I couldn't deal with people anymore. Loud music to drown out the life in the tent and video games until I can go to sleep.
Someday I will find someone that I am comfortable retreating to when I feel like this. I wish I had already found her.
usagimomo:
Wednesday is a stupid day.. too far from weekend and without the happyness of Sunday (too far also that!)