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ikkorous

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Mar 29, 2014
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Low functioning today. Found out last night that she suffers from anxiety and depression as well, and happens to be on the same meds as me, but unlike me, it has negative side effects for her. I feel like the universe is laughing at me, showing me someone who I find attractive and has worse problems than I do. It triggers my reflex to help.

In a sense, it matches several of my dreams, recently. Which is odd. Usually they don't come true so quickly if they come true at all, and they were always literal in the past as opposed to metaphorical like they have been if they are referencing actual events.

And every time I talk about thinking I can occasionally see the future in my dreams I feel a little crazy because that is not something generally accepted as possible, but I still believe that it happens and I have no control over it.

After a lot of stress at work today, work finished and I'm getting things done again. It helps me cope.

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