I can play the intro to stairway to heaven. I went to my cousin's wake and funeral. It's all over. I can't believe that kid is gone. Chris. The dude who called me just about every day to talk about absolute bs. The person I'd go out with when we agreed we were both really bored. Who am I supposed to go fishing with now?...
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i really wish there was an easier way out of this

I was looking at the stars and thought about a lot of things and came online and didn't feel like writing.

I went and saw Spiderman 2 again yesterday. It was good to see Toby again. But now the movie is well over and I am alone. Again.

Gotta go to a wake today. Then a funeral. Don't wanna.

http://ronburgundytechno.ytmnd.com/

Do yourself a favor; look at the new pics in "music"

They fixed my bike up nice, I just picked it up.

I have a crush on Toby Maguire.

I wish someone would have a crush on me.

It's gonna be a lonely bed tonight.

Spiderman 2 was awesome, getting a flat tire in the movie's parking lot wasn't. I'm going to sleep.

Had a wonderful night.

Came home and made this incredible thread at the G4TechTV forums.
http://forums.g4techtv.com/messageview.cfm?catid=16&threadid=192167

Want to play guitar real bad but can't cause people are sleeping.

Going to bed.

my goteki_phuture group was declined. for some. odd. reason.

i think even the webmasters have a personal problem with me.

oh well.

sometimes i wonder why the whole world's against me. but sometimes i feel invisible. i like that feeling better.

I learned a new song on guitar today; fake plastic trees by radiohead. too bad i can't sing it. my voice is worse than...
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I'm a complete mess at the moment. I wish I had someone to kick my ass until I snapped out of it.