ikax

I can play the intro to stairway to heaven. I went to my cousin's wake and funeral. It's all over. I can't believe that kid is gone. Chris. The dude who called me just about every day to talk about absolute bs. The person I'd go out with when we agreed we were both really bored. Who am I supposed to go fishing with now? We were supposed to go to kittery. And we were supposed to enjoy the huge check he got the day he died. We were gonna go shooting. I still can't grasp the fact that he's gone. No more. It's not like he moved away. He's dead. Gone forever. None of my other friends will even talk to me, and noone wants to go out or anything.

I wish I was on an island right now with endless amounts of fruit and friendly cats. We'd live there forever without any fear or any doubt. I'd sit on the beach and eat mangos while I watched the clouds go by. And the cats would roll around in the sand and strech out. I would have my guitar, that would never go out of tune, and I would play it untill I became one with the notes.