ihatework

so i go through these cycles of hating myself to some pinnacle night, where i experience so much self realization its overwhelming and i wake up the next exstaticed to be alive. I've realized that I Rock. and for the most part people who get to know me really like me. I've also realized that I've been associating with a lot of people that bring me down, simply because i don't have many good people around me, and I've settled for these codependant energy drainers.(no one on SG mind you cause none of us really hang out with me).

so i've decided to make some cuts in my already lonely personal life, but with my move its bound to happen and the search for positive dwelling people continues. I mean, its ok to express your pain, and to feel down once and awhile, but I've met people that seem to relish the fact they are fuck ups, and enjoy feeling shitty about themselves. and I suffer from this occasionally too. but i don't need people like that around anymore.