Life seems so unreal that there are times when I'm not even sure if something happened or if I had just had a dream about it.
Things like the date, the day of the week keep escaping my notice.
Like it's adult onset attention deficit disorder.
Occasionally I entertain=in the thought that it's heavy metal poisoning from the paints that I use. But I use...
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Things like the date, the day of the week keep escaping my notice.
Like it's adult onset attention deficit disorder.
Occasionally I entertain=in the thought that it's heavy metal poisoning from the paints that I use. But I use...
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I've split with my long long long time girl....
I've moved into a tiny single apartment... just me and my dog....
Putting my life into little boxes... deciding what stays and what goes.... Deciding what's worth remembering and what should be thrown away...
Reviewing old digital videotapes and such....
Recordings of parties.... Baby pics of pets... vacations and such....
Y2K new years eve in vegas......
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I've moved into a tiny single apartment... just me and my dog....
Putting my life into little boxes... deciding what stays and what goes.... Deciding what's worth remembering and what should be thrown away...
Reviewing old digital videotapes and such....
Recordings of parties.... Baby pics of pets... vacations and such....
Y2K new years eve in vegas......
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Homeless..... there is a roof over my head, but it isn't my home....
I've left my long long long term girlfriend.... The model of life that brought us together simply can't work anymore....
And in leaving her, I've left my life as I knew it... left my three bedroom house for a single the size of a closet... left my comfort.... left my security... and...
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I've left my long long long term girlfriend.... The model of life that brought us together simply can't work anymore....
And in leaving her, I've left my life as I knew it... left my three bedroom house for a single the size of a closet... left my comfort.... left my security... and...
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spacey:
Wow. You have my sympathies, and also my congratulations. It must be a surreal situation to be in.
As you said, the future is up for grabs. Fresh cards. New dice.
Have you started and finished a painting since? I wonder how different your work will be now.
xo
As you said, the future is up for grabs. Fresh cards. New dice.
Have you started and finished a painting since? I wonder how different your work will be now.
xo
an0dyne:
i'm sorry about the breakup sweetheart.... and i'm wishing you best of luck in the journey down a new path.
When I think, my brain produces heat......
like the control rods have been removed from the brain-stem..... neutrons colliding with fissionable isotopes, releasing gamma rays and more neutrons that collide with more fissionable isotopes.
An uncontrolled chain reaction of overheated neurons......
Brains should be powered by fission reactions....
Then at night, before you wink out to sleep, you could insert carbon control rods deep within...
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like the control rods have been removed from the brain-stem..... neutrons colliding with fissionable isotopes, releasing gamma rays and more neutrons that collide with more fissionable isotopes.
An uncontrolled chain reaction of overheated neurons......
Brains should be powered by fission reactions....
Then at night, before you wink out to sleep, you could insert carbon control rods deep within...
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I'm painting a painting of my dog curled up on a bed with an octorpus....
I spent a fair amount of time trying to reason out why one would paint a painting of this nature.... A metaphore? A record of an event? A joke?
I've heard people say that you can only paint three types of paintings: a painting of what you see, a painting...
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I spent a fair amount of time trying to reason out why one would paint a painting of this nature.... A metaphore? A record of an event? A joke?
I've heard people say that you can only paint three types of paintings: a painting of what you see, a painting...
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I'm painting a painting of my dog curled up on a bed with an octorpus....
I spent a fair amount of time trying to reason out why one would paint a painting of this nature.... A metaphore? A record of an event? A joke?
Ehhh.... I think all in all, I'd like to cuddle with an octopus and my dog.....
I could call it Cuddle-Fish....
I spent a fair amount of time trying to reason out why one would paint a painting of this nature.... A metaphore? A record of an event? A joke?
Ehhh.... I think all in all, I'd like to cuddle with an octopus and my dog.....
I could call it Cuddle-Fish....
Soft rain last night and today.... most people cringe when it rains, I love it....
I was born in Los Angeles.... rain is a treat for me.... thunder makes me positivly giddy....
I love to sit in my car.... listening to rain beat down upon it.... city noises all drowned out....
All the wimpering hyrdophobics slink their way home, leaving the Los Angeles streets open...
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I was born in Los Angeles.... rain is a treat for me.... thunder makes me positivly giddy....
I love to sit in my car.... listening to rain beat down upon it.... city noises all drowned out....
All the wimpering hyrdophobics slink their way home, leaving the Los Angeles streets open...
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allura:
Yeah I diamonds are a type of carpet python just named differently 'cause of their markings and location. I know a few people who have diamond x carpets and they are really beautiful placid creatures but its illegal here to purpously breed them together even though it does happen naturally in some areas. Its understandable though.
Sorry to hear aut your little guy
Sorry to hear aut your little guy
shicawgo:
No one in the world could agree with you more than me about rain. Thunderstorms remind me I have a place in life...if only to witness such things.
I love you for using the word myopic. It's a fantastic sound.
I'm sorry you're so sick. Bruce Lee used to say that when you're sick or injured it's s important to growth as when you're working and growing and well. Do you think that applies to you at all? I think I hold on to that thought because I need to more than anything else. If anyone knows about being sick, it's me
I like your rants. I like your thought out comments. Tell me more about you...just start writing, don't try to make sense...gimme a stream of conciousness.....
I love you for using the word myopic. It's a fantastic sound.
I'm sorry you're so sick. Bruce Lee used to say that when you're sick or injured it's s important to growth as when you're working and growing and well. Do you think that applies to you at all? I think I hold on to that thought because I need to more than anything else. If anyone knows about being sick, it's me
I like your rants. I like your thought out comments. Tell me more about you...just start writing, don't try to make sense...gimme a stream of conciousness.....
Wow... man, I'm so sick right now....
I haven't been this sick in years.... it makes me embarassed of all the other times that I complained of being sick when I wasn't at all sick when contrasted with my current flu.....
I want and want and want to paint.... I've been such a slacker.... I've got like twenty canvases stretched and gessoed but not a...
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I haven't been this sick in years.... it makes me embarassed of all the other times that I complained of being sick when I wasn't at all sick when contrasted with my current flu.....
I want and want and want to paint.... I've been such a slacker.... I've got like twenty canvases stretched and gessoed but not a...
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allura:
Thanks yeah it is obviously one of my designs. I got the lowest part done first and the the one down my spine after that. The one on my spine started out as just a drawing of the center celtic type piece but I didn't want just that on its own so I took inspiration from the tribal vines that I had painted on my bedroom wall and connected the vines to the top and bottom of the celtic piece. I have plans to get the rest of my back done but i'll probably have to wait a while untill I can save up.
My pythons are actually Diamond pythons but they are related to carpets and look very similar. the only difference is the colouring and part of Australia that they are found. They are usually black with white and yellow diamonds and are found in a small area in SE Australia.
Have a good weekend and I hope you are feeling better soon
yeah it is obviously one of my designs. I got the lowest part done first and the the one down my spine after that. The one on my spine started out as just a drawing of the center celtic type piece but I didn't want just that on its own so I took inspiration from the tribal vines that I had painted on my bedroom wall and connected the vines to the top and bottom of the celtic piece. I have plans to get the rest of my back done but i'll probably have to wait a while untill I can save up.
My pythons are actually Diamond pythons but they are related to carpets and look very similar. the only difference is the colouring and part of Australia that they are found. They are usually black with white and yellow diamonds and are found in a small area in SE Australia.
Have a good weekend and I hope you are feeling better soon
I just purchaced the entire 7 year span of Tom-Baker-era Doctor Who dvds..... the inner geek in me is swelling with sci-fi fueled passion....
My poorly streched ears are on the mend....
the worst think that can happen (at least the worst that I've experenced) with inserting larger plugs, is when the swelling of the ear lobes causes the ear to extend over the lip of the plug.... this will without doubt result in a nasty nasty infection....
this happend to me last night....
at a loss of what...
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the worst think that can happen (at least the worst that I've experenced) with inserting larger plugs, is when the swelling of the ear lobes causes the ear to extend over the lip of the plug.... this will without doubt result in a nasty nasty infection....
this happend to me last night....
at a loss of what...
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an0dyne:
this is a really really funny visual... 