I'm on the second day of a killer migraine. It's the worst headache I've had this year. It sucks.
I tried to paint in spite of the pain, hopin' I'd get some Kalho-Van Gogh pain and angst inspired devine-talent; but the effect was`just the opposite. Muddled colors, sloppy brush strokes, etc....
Well, I knew I was van gogh, so no surprise there....
I feel like I'm being punished. I pop a narc to soften the pain, and the negative side effects of the drug make me feel all guilty and depressed, like somehow I diserve to be in pain. It sucks, most people experiance euphoria when thay take a narcotic, I just feel depressed.
the ache is softer today than yesterday, though..... it'll prolly pass soon..... so, at least that's something to look forward to.
I tried to paint in spite of the pain, hopin' I'd get some Kalho-Van Gogh pain and angst inspired devine-talent; but the effect was`just the opposite. Muddled colors, sloppy brush strokes, etc....
Well, I knew I was van gogh, so no surprise there....
I feel like I'm being punished. I pop a narc to soften the pain, and the negative side effects of the drug make me feel all guilty and depressed, like somehow I diserve to be in pain. It sucks, most people experiance euphoria when thay take a narcotic, I just feel depressed.
the ache is softer today than yesterday, though..... it'll prolly pass soon..... so, at least that's something to look forward to.
Hope you feel better soon, though. Are you painting in oils? Coz that'd suck. The smell would make it urgh...
Good to see you back!
xo