A crazy friggin life of ups and downs... I'll need a compass to find my way to solid ground...
Wow... really disappointed here...
Not a single comment on my last journal entry...
Just about the most important event in my life... and nothing...
Maybe it's cause I changed my screen name, I suppose that I'll change it back...
Wow, now I'm all blue and feeling sorry for myself...
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Not a single comment on my last journal entry...
Just about the most important event in my life... and nothing...
Maybe it's cause I changed my screen name, I suppose that I'll change it back...
Wow, now I'm all blue and feeling sorry for myself...
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pygmy:
well, i'm not great at always leaving comments, but congrats!
really, who cares if you don't get comments right away, you should be happy!
really, who cares if you don't get comments right away, you should be happy!
I've been picked up by a gallery...
I'm off the starting blocks =)
My first opening is is September... with a pre-opening (my paintings in the back of the gallery during another artist's show) this Saturday =)
Karen Lynne Gallery
The gallery is changing to a new flavor with a new management... they're looking for new artists, new direction, they're looking for something more dangerous......
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Entropy eats at us all... turning tiny babies into ancient withered men... turning great cathedrals into piles of rubble... turning the Last Supper into a chipped and flaked stain on a wall...
Entropy is a one way arrow pointing to dust... there is no way to fight it...
But sometimes, entropy collapses a wall that had previously obstructed you from some before unseen future...
I've...
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Entropy is a one way arrow pointing to dust... there is no way to fight it...
But sometimes, entropy collapses a wall that had previously obstructed you from some before unseen future...
I've...
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tanja:
You mean I have the symbol for sodium on my ankle?!
I chose the atom symbol purely for its design attributes, and for what it represents: the nuclear society/family. I was really into studying representations of the '50s family when I had it done...
I chose the atom symbol purely for its design attributes, and for what it represents: the nuclear society/family. I was really into studying representations of the '50s family when I had it done...
So here is what happened...
There was this fuse... and the flame on the end of that fuse was so beautiful... the sparks were white and blue... they were bright and twinkled like Christmas lights...
And the little naked child within me, innocently walks up to the flame and says, "Ooooh.... pretty..."
The soft innocent part of me thought perhaps that the pretty flame was...
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There was this fuse... and the flame on the end of that fuse was so beautiful... the sparks were white and blue... they were bright and twinkled like Christmas lights...
And the little naked child within me, innocently walks up to the flame and says, "Ooooh.... pretty..."
The soft innocent part of me thought perhaps that the pretty flame was...
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hotcurry:
It's a 12g surface bar. And yes, having one while doing martial arts would be a very very bad idea. I've had mine catch once and it is a very bad pain indeed.
twinkie:
Haha, *I* get weak-kneed when I walk by. Diabetes totally runs in my family!
.....the fuse just burned out... and the bomb just went off...
-boom-
-boom-
the_fin:
hopefully it was your bomb and you set it intentionally... you know how to reach the team if you need anything. 
The sub-plank chaos of quanta, where left and right and forward and backwards in time stop having meaning... they call it the quantum foam...
Well this is where I live today... I've become so use to planning things out, and now my only plan is to stop friggin planning things out...
Quanta and their mutually-exclusive nature of being observable in either a certain place or...
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Well this is where I live today... I've become so use to planning things out, and now my only plan is to stop friggin planning things out...
Quanta and their mutually-exclusive nature of being observable in either a certain place or...
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the_fin:
Don't get me wrong, you were of course dead on with both topics. 
And yeah, it was my first, and yeah, it was everything that it should have been a good 15 years ago and more. And now I find myself just getting warmed up...
The thing about all that theory is that I grasp it. But as it applies to music, it is but an observation. Knowing how the wings of a butterfly cause/don't cause the largest tsunami on record does nothing for the composition of the current polyrhythmic atonalism apart form strengthening the resolve to continue the work knoing that it one does well that it will continue to trigger storms long after the the alchemist in question has passed on.
And yeah, it was my first, and yeah, it was everything that it should have been a good 15 years ago and more. And now I find myself just getting warmed up...
The thing about all that theory is that I grasp it. But as it applies to music, it is but an observation. Knowing how the wings of a butterfly cause/don't cause the largest tsunami on record does nothing for the composition of the current polyrhythmic atonalism apart form strengthening the resolve to continue the work knoing that it one does well that it will continue to trigger storms long after the the alchemist in question has passed on.
the_fin:
no worries, that happens every time regardless.
PS, anybody in that friends list that I actually know? oTis is on mine, he's the one who's account is suspended. :p
PS, anybody in that friends list that I actually know? oTis is on mine, he's the one who's account is suspended. :p
I was promoted to blackblt tonight.
I'm he fifth person that my instructor ha ever promoted to blackbelt in his thirty-three years f teaching martial arts...
Some schools give em away like party favors. To get one from my instructor, to be singled out as one of his five most important students ever, is beyond all doubt the greatest honor I've ever received in a...
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I'm he fifth person that my instructor ha ever promoted to blackbelt in his thirty-three years f teaching martial arts...
Some schools give em away like party favors. To get one from my instructor, to be singled out as one of his five most important students ever, is beyond all doubt the greatest honor I've ever received in a...
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I remember ages ago, I was walking down the street in Santa Monica. This little girl about six or seven years old is looking at me, holding her mother's hand.
She points at me candidly and loudly says, "Mommy! Look at that strange man!"
Her mother looks terrified and tries to pull the little girls pointing finger away from me, apology and embarrassment written across...
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She points at me candidly and loudly says, "Mommy! Look at that strange man!"
Her mother looks terrified and tries to pull the little girls pointing finger away from me, apology and embarrassment written across...
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the_fin:
ah yes, reminds me of the heady days of the punk rock 80s and telling worried mothers "watch out lady, I Bite!" as they shuffled their children away from us at the mall that we only went to to cause a fuss...
I'm fucked.... writing and writing... painting and painting... I'm so emotionally warn out.
...I'm totally out of fuel. If the big earthquake came right now, I'd likely just lie down and go to sleep... waiting for the power outages to kill the lights...
...I haven't slept more than a few hours in the last forty-eight... I've hardly eaten a thing... food is as bland as...
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...I'm totally out of fuel. If the big earthquake came right now, I'd likely just lie down and go to sleep... waiting for the power outages to kill the lights...
...I haven't slept more than a few hours in the last forty-eight... I've hardly eaten a thing... food is as bland as...
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Sometimes good, sometimes not so good....
In love with a whole different kinda crazy. I have abandonment issues, she has commitment issues.
I think the only thing in our way is a mutual overwhelming fear of every single aspect about one-another.
I just gotta keep reminding myself that I'm insane... that things aren't quite how I perceive them... That I need to chill and let...
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In love with a whole different kinda crazy. I have abandonment issues, she has commitment issues.
I think the only thing in our way is a mutual overwhelming fear of every single aspect about one-another.
I just gotta keep reminding myself that I'm insane... that things aren't quite how I perceive them... That I need to chill and let...
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the_fin:
maybe you should go show you stuff...
igordog:
I hit you, you hit me
Take care.