The clutch oon my car went out just as I was maiking my way to the Thanksgiving festivities. I made it and then I came back to the apt so I could take care of the car first thing this morning. It's now being towed for $80 So they can look at it and so "you need a new clutch. That'll be 500 please" and...
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heatherann007:
I know what you mean about breaking up with people because of their smell. I don't know how to explain it. But if I don't like your natural scent (the one you leave behind on the pillow), it'll never last. I've read that it's a way that we find compatible mates... the pheramones and all that.
curiosity:
I agree, good sets get rejected and bad sets go up. But why? I emailed Missy and asked her about my set, and got no criticism, her only reply was "we can't use you for the site at this time, I am sorry." Which was the same exact thing she said in her first email rejecting me. I was like, WTF?
Curi.
Curi.
As of about two hours ago I have been an official life form on this planet. for 30 years. Now, do I really feel old? Do I worry about feeling older and what's going to happen to me?
No. In fact, I'm loving it! Lovin' it! If anything, after the past year and a half nothing could make me happier than to remeber how to...
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No. In fact, I'm loving it! Lovin' it! If anything, after the past year and a half nothing could make me happier than to remeber how to...
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So this is where I am or at least the general area:
If I speak it will that make it true?
If I find the words can I hold them in place?
Can I see the beauty without killing it with thought?
Or conversely, maintain the beauty despite emotional tides?
Do I want this place?
because for me it isolates, it pushes, tears up and...
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If I speak it will that make it true?
If I find the words can I hold them in place?
Can I see the beauty without killing it with thought?
Or conversely, maintain the beauty despite emotional tides?
Do I want this place?
because for me it isolates, it pushes, tears up and...
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evillyn:
they'll prolly give you pics if you ask.
Fuckaliscious is my new favorite word.
"Forgive me for I did not know
'Coz I was just a boy
you were so much more
than any god could ever plan
more than any woman or a man
Now I understand
how much I took from you
And when everything starts breakin down
you take the pieces off the ground
and show this wicked town
somethin' beautiful and new
You think that...
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For three days I have listened to nothing but Lard and Probot over and over. It overcomes the rambling voice in my head with rhythyms I can hum along and forward to all day. It's the only thing I have used to push me through these days of strange moon effects.
I have a love - hate relationship with her, the moon.
I have a love - hate relationship with her, the moon.
I'm not depressed. I'm not tense. I'm not tired. I'm not bored. I'm not frustrated. I'm not any of things without reason. I want the mental challenge of a worthy opponent. Someone who will not shy away from being wrong, and what is equally difficult, someone who will not shy away from being right. And in the end, what may be is just the rambling...
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I would like to cry for no particular reason. Just for the release. But my eyes are dry.
I am dry. When I step on the gas, sparks fly and pistons begin to halt. My body aches from it all. I look up and I see the desert. It mine as well be a desolate funhouse of mirrors. How else could there be so much...
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I am dry. When I step on the gas, sparks fly and pistons begin to halt. My body aches from it all. I look up and I see the desert. It mine as well be a desolate funhouse of mirrors. How else could there be so much...
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The problem of my brother, stress compounded, and impotence in the face of his dilemma put me to bed by 10:30 last night. I awoke at 3:15 unable o sleep. The slight depression still looming but still.
At 5:25 in Chicago and the city had dimmed enough for the stars to shine bright. Almost like they were like from my earliest memories of them. One...
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At 5:25 in Chicago and the city had dimmed enough for the stars to shine bright. Almost like they were like from my earliest memories of them. One...
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