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So this is where I am or at least the general area:

If I speak it will that make it true?
If I find the words can I hold them in place?
Can I see the beauty without killing it with thought?
Or conversely, maintain the beauty despite emotional tides?
Do I want this place?
because for me it isolates, it pushes, tears up and drains and that's just what it does to me.
Could I hold it in place?
Have I added a layer or taken one away? Perhaps add to the surface and subtract from the interior?
self-effacing and wishful thinking? perhaps.

People and their words are turning into objects. Low stress, feeling without emotion slightly more intense, and that sense of tapped when one sees that defenses ahave become fences.

But before that time comes, I have much to do.