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Sunday Oct 24, 2004

Oct 24, 2004
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The problem of my brother, stress compounded, and impotence in the face of his dilemma put me to bed by 10:30 last night. I awoke at 3:15 unable o sleep. The slight depression still looming but still.

At 5:25 in Chicago and the city had dimmed enough for the stars to shine bright. Almost like they were like from my earliest memories of them. One star shines brightest and my imagination feigns child-likeignorance wonders "is that bright star is the North Star?" No, it's Venus" she replies back to herself." (My imagination talks to itself) Ignoring her for the sake of the lightness of ignorance, "If it is the North Star, it must be lost because it's in the East." "It's Venus," she says. "Everyone says that." he feels. And she goes silent, because she doesn't really know herself. It's just what everyone tells her.

It's funny how your brain works at 5 in the morning.

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