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I'm not sure how I can help her. She sits and wonders what? why? how? and will not believe in this wall of mine and that I'm the only one who can walk across it. It falls down like a blue helmet across my forehead and I'm veiled in silence away from those who try to stand too near.

Let me breathe and I will come, open when I can. In the end you must live your life too. How will she withstand the distance beyond one's will? Beyond one's ability to affect? Just be yourself, for yourself. Everything will be fine.