ignominy

I'm bored with this site already. I can look at my own tits and ass for free.

Thanksgiving was kind of a let-down. Hardly any family came to town, I had to split my time between 2 dinners (instead of lunch with mom, dinner with dad as usual), and there was a severe lack of vegetables. I just wanted one virginal green bean untainted by cream and french fried onions... one crown of broccoli not smothered in cheese and ritz crackers... corn,...
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Waa waa waaaaa.


I want to buy myself a diamond. Maybe for graduation.



I miss Corey. He's far far away (Vancouver... Seattle... Michigan...) until maybe the last week in December, then off again to Baltimore for work. He'll be there for the most part for the next year. We're hoping I can pass for a "significant other" so his company will buy me a plane...
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So far this week, I have dreamed that I lived with Samuel Jackson, Spongebob and PJ Harvey in a lakehouse, that I jumped off a pirate ship because the captain tried to make me wear a veil, and last night, that I married a midget version of Jackie Chan.

I've been pretty cranky this week because of a few different let-downs. I'm sure it also...
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I want to take you far
from the cynics in this town,
and kiss you on the mouth.
We'll cut our bodies free
from the tethers of this scene,
start a breand new colony
where everything will change.
We'll give ourselves new names,
identities erased.
The sun will heat the ground
under our bare feet
in this brand new colony.
Everything will change.

So fucking tired all the time.
I get really depressed around Christmas. I guess that's because I get really lonely when I have to go to Montgomery for weeks at a time. Last year I had to go home right after Damon moved. He had to spend Christmas alone.
I really hate that fucking holiday.
Something tells me I'm going to sabotage myself by never...
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I went out with Jeff, Ian and Bridget last night. Good clean fun, for a change. Pictures are posted. Lookit!

I'm helping Chari move this week, despite some scheduling errors per her new complex. Let's hope this isn't an omen.



I sure do have a lot of books on my wishlist. Hmm. It sure would be awesome if someone surprised me with any of them!...
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The most entertaining thing happened last night!

I was so lucky to run into one of my students while walking to a bar downtown. Let me set the stage for you:

This student is prone to acts of truancy, histrionics, lying, and fucktardery in general. She screamed and cried at me in class the other day because of something I had no way of knowing....
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Things are..... ok.

To be more specific, some things are extraordinary, and other things are pretty shitty. Thus, I give you the vague average: "ok."

Jeff makes me giddy. It's like my birthday everyday! I'm really lucky to be with him.

Meanwhile bitches are coming out of the woodwork. I'm constantly looking over my shoulder for a knife in my back. I don't need to...
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