well today went pretty good...i finally went back to the gymn which makes me feel a lot better, ive been putting it off because ive been so tired then i realized that might be part of the reason for it. i know im gonna be sore as shit tomorrow tho but its worth it.
i had a bunch of drama at work, i hate drama...
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im going to start updating more again, i was sucked into world of warcraft but i realized i was seriously addicted so i cancelled my account. now i have so much more time to do everything again, so i will be posting a lot more. but now i have to get ready for work so ill add more later.
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laputa64:
i know the feeling. i haven't been updating either....i just haven't been able to come up with anything to say.
renegadefuzz:
yay! exciting things are afoot...
sorry, just wanted to use the word "afoot".
It is a word. yes?
Btw.. Inuyasha fanfiction recently... I'm also trying to get as many episodes as I can right now... I've never watched it all the way through, in fact, I started reading the fanfiction, and I learned the characters through that, completely before I'd ever seen the anime...
sorry, just wanted to use the word "afoot".
It is a word. yes?
Btw.. Inuyasha fanfiction recently... I'm also trying to get as many episodes as I can right now... I've never watched it all the way through, in fact, I started reading the fanfiction, and I learned the characters through that, completely before I'd ever seen the anime...
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renegadefuzz:
not much to make you happy, eh? Think of the kitty! it's cute enough to make anyone happy!
whenever I get sad, I always did fuzzy-therapy and play with all my pets... sadly now, school prevents one from having pets, so I go to Pet Smart and play with the kitties up for adoption. I gues you just have to find something to make yourself happy and go with it... no matter how silly...
hope you feel better...
whenever I get sad, I always did fuzzy-therapy and play with all my pets... sadly now, school prevents one from having pets, so I go to Pet Smart and play with the kitties up for adoption. I gues you just have to find something to make yourself happy and go with it... no matter how silly...
hope you feel better...
renegadefuzz:
did you die? You've not updated in a while...
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sydfloyd:
Hey. Our show is free. And it's gonna be a Joe Buck's coffee shop in Marshall TX. If you're still interested I'll send you directions.
fidelius:
Well thanks. I like that chicken 
im having a lot better day today, hopefully you guys dont think im schizo or something because i randomly post really negative posts i just dont feel like going into the base reasons for them on here but i do need to express how i am feeling on here sometimes...so yes there are a lot of reasons for how i feel and sometime i may...
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twigtech:
Thank you for removing a certain member's post from the top of my bookmarks.
The military can be a very trying place for many reasons. I have a friend that just returned from Bagdad and he's not quite the same anymore. The crazy spark that he used to have has dimmed a bit. Always remember to be grateful that you aren't in a combat zone. Also, feel free to IM or email me with your troubles.
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The military can be a very trying place for many reasons. I have a friend that just returned from Bagdad and he's not quite the same anymore. The crazy spark that he used to have has dimmed a bit. Always remember to be grateful that you aren't in a combat zone. Also, feel free to IM or email me with your troubles.
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laputa64:
lol. hooray for pictures in uniforms. *smile*
i am glad that you are doing better. i get in those funks all the time too. i usually post about them in my livejournal as opposed to on here....maybe that's why i'm such a loser and never update on here....hmmmm.....
the military is a place for lots of negativity. but it's a step. you are getting your life straight...and it will eventually end. the military doesn't define who you are as a person and don't let it get you down. you are so much bigger than all of this.
i am glad that you are doing better. i get in those funks all the time too. i usually post about them in my livejournal as opposed to on here....maybe that's why i'm such a loser and never update on here....hmmmm.....
the military is a place for lots of negativity. but it's a step. you are getting your life straight...and it will eventually end. the military doesn't define who you are as a person and don't let it get you down. you are so much bigger than all of this.
i want to peel my skin off.....for some reason it seems like that will make the pain go away
its kinda hard when you hate yourself if everyone agrees with you
its kinda hard when you hate yourself if everyone agrees with you
erastella:
hey yeah, we do have the same collar........disco to you.
that does make the pain go away...at least, it transfers it.
I don't agree, so there you go. A piece of metal lodged in the system.
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that does make the pain go away...at least, it transfers it.
I don't agree, so there you go. A piece of metal lodged in the system.
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i cant wait to move to salt lake city...i got another couple months but its going to be soooo much better than louisianna...i just need them to cut my orders so i can outprocess here and get ready to go to school for computer networking...no more crew to run and be responsible for and i get to learn new stuff....only a month and a half...
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sydfloyd:
Hey would you be interested in coming to a rock show in Marshall? On april the 16th.
havent updated in a while but thats cause im addicted to world of warcraft...i play 24/7....ill put a better update up soon
im sure everyone feels this way sometimes....but have you ever just been incredibly fucking lonely? like the crushing loneliness thats makes you wonder if you even wanna move. it just hit me now and i hate it... i dont even know if im keep keep my membership here and keep writing but i had to write it somewhere. oh well ive got good friends and...
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twigtech:
I've definately been there, especially in the last 12 months. I'm sure being in the Air Force doesn't make it easy to meet people more like yourself, but that is one reason places like SG exist. I'd suggest checking the Regional Groups to see if there is any activity near you. Good Luck man.
ive realized that im not really that much into updating this...i guess im too lazy but ill try to keep up on it. not too much going on in my life right now, just waiting to go to buluxi. i think itll be like a nice vacation, ill get to go to school to become a computer geek then move to salt lake city, at...
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misskate:
i wont move to the states at all. yaaay canada. i call americans all the time for surveys (that's my job!), and so many of them are treated soooo terribly by the government and other bodies, but insist that it's the best place to live.. then i go get my prescriptions, paid for by the manitoba government, and remember that america isnt necessarily the best place to live.. no hard feelings to you, i just disagree with hearing about people paying $600/month for pills on a $500/month income, then seeing the government of that country squander money on a 'missile defence system' that will never work. /end rant. sorry about that.
that strep throat thing sucks
glad you're better
yaaay canada. i call americans all the time for surveys (that's my job!), and so many of them are treated soooo terribly by the government and other bodies, but insist that it's the best place to live.. then i go get my prescriptions, paid for by the manitoba government, and remember that america isnt necessarily the best place to live.. no hard feelings to you, i just disagree with hearing about people paying $600/month for pills on a $500/month income, then seeing the government of that country squander money on a 'missile defence system' that will never work. /end rant. sorry about that.
that strep throat thing sucks
glad you're better
laputa64:
i have a terrible time updating....as you have probably noticed. i have a livejournal that i actually update more...but even then, i get online...stare at the screen....and then just end up commenting to other people and not updating. *le sigh* oh well.
it is amazing how pumped up you get from working out regularly. i haven't worked out in two weeks and i can definently tell. it sucks.
love the pictures in the uniform!! so glad that you posted them. sorry i didn't comment. i have been getting very little online time in. forgive me?