im having a lot better day today, hopefully you guys dont think im schizo or something because i randomly post really negative posts i just dont feel like going into the base reasons for them on here but i do need to express how i am feeling on here sometimes...so yes there are a lot of reasons for how i feel and sometime i may go into them... a lot has to do with being in the military but the funny thing is with all the pain it brings me it is probably the best thing ive done for myself...i think a lot has to do with the shop i work in also, there are a lot of backstabbers in my shop and i sincerely hope this is not how the whole military is run. if it is then i will definately be getting out when my extension is up in 07(damn thats a long way away, if i hadnt extended id be getting out in september). to the people that do read my journal and have left me comments thanks and it does help, and yes i will put up a pic of me in uniform soon im just not very photogenic so i have to take a lot of pics before i find one im happy with. now back to world of warcraft.
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The military can be a very trying place for many reasons. I have a friend that just returned from Bagdad and he's not quite the same anymore. The crazy spark that he used to have has dimmed a bit. Always remember to be grateful that you aren't in a combat zone. Also, feel free to IM or email me with your troubles.
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i am glad that you are doing better. i get in those funks all the time too. i usually post about them in my livejournal as opposed to on here....maybe that's why i'm such a loser and never update on here....hmmmm.....
the military is a place for lots of negativity. but it's a step. you are getting your life straight...and it will eventually end. the military doesn't define who you are as a person and don't let it get you down. you are so much bigger than all of this.