iggy_koopa

blah this past week has been really shitty for me, i even went out and bought a pack of smokes again, but im gonna give em to a friend at work tomorrow, I've already gone about a month and a half only haveing one or two a week so I cant give up on quitting now. I got pulled into the chiefs office monday after pt (we did a three mile run) with another guy and got chewed out cause apperently we werent motivated enough, we did 3 miles in about 35 minutes which isnt too bad for me...its stuff like that that makes me regret being in the military. I'm still gonna reenlist this month tho cause im stuck, I could prolly get a job as a network admin civilian but theres no garuntee and i dont wanna end up like my parents having to work till they die. And once again my account is about to hit negative, this is the 4th time in the past month and a half and everytime it happens i get more fee's which just makes it worse. Hopefully thatll be fixed soon tho im selling back a month of leave when i reenlist which should catch me up on my bills. Blah im gonna go take a shower, have a good day all.