ive been so bored....leave is nice but when you have no roommates around and everybodies working it kinda sucks so i went out and bought some computer games...elder scrolls morrowind...cause im a roleplaying game geek and leaisure suit larry cause its actually really funny(and ill admit im kinda a perv, cant help it) other than that ive just been trying to get the rest of...
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renegadefuzz:
I think you need to..... make a sidewalk chalk masterpiece. Those are fun.. and entertaining...
renegadefuzz:
damn. there I go again with the spastic punctuation.
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misskate:
school happened to me. oh, and poverty too. haha
the kitty is adorable.
much love
the kitty is adorable.
much love
renegadefuzz:
heya cutie.. long time no update? sup?
well i spent most of yesterday wiring up lights in my car, my cupholders now light up blue and ive got underseat lights...sometime ill take pictures when i have everything done, i pay way too much for my car so i might as well get some enjoyment out of it. funny story about my car, when i bought it it was so my ex wouldnt...
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laputa64:
you bought your girlfriend a car? when are we dating? *smile*
renegadefuzz:
wow.. yeah... buy me a car! wait.. I like mine.. ok.. buy me purple underlights!
hmm.. those are good.. but my FAVORITES are the cheese ones... soooo tasty
hmm.. those are good.. but my FAVORITES are the cheese ones... soooo tasty
amon tobin rocks so much, ive been listening to his stuff all day. if you havent heard it before id recomend getting some from the bricolage album to start with, its a little more normal his later stuff gets kinda weird. brings back memories of partying in high school listening to amon tobin and dj shadow, ahhhh memories 
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ive also decided to start doing...
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ive also decided to start doing...
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laputa64:
i am so going to download some amon tobin.
laputa64:
i am so going to download some amon tobin.
well im finally on leave before i go to tech school woohoo two weeks off and im finally out of my hell hole of a shop....been here four and a half years and the only thing im gonna miss is my friends... i really wish i could bring em with me, i have a lot less now than i did before but i feel the...
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renegadefuzz:
*pounce* I'm bored. Entertain me!
fidelius:
I ment people who think that they are always right 
i really dont understand life sometimes... basically the old is there a god type of thing, sometimes i really would like to believe in some type of being looking over us. i really never could believe in a typical christian god, or any other faith ive found for that matter, but deep down i hope there is someone watching over us cause we really need...
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renegadefuzz:
hey hon.. sorry to hear about your roomie's loss. My mum had a stillborn... sadly as much as it sounds harsh to think about it.. lucky it was a miscarriage, because with a stillborn you expect to have the baby, and your hopes are crushed last minute.
and as for that whole "Is there a god, cause if so, he's sure fucking with us" tangent... I never know. Sometimes I think there is one (I can tell you a good story about why I have some faith, in anything), and other times (like in your roomie's situation) everything seems utterly lost.....
well, even if there is nothing up there, just remember everyone down here... love!
and as for that whole "Is there a god, cause if so, he's sure fucking with us" tangent... I never know. Sometimes I think there is one (I can tell you a good story about why I have some faith, in anything), and other times (like in your roomie's situation) everything seems utterly lost.....
well, even if there is nothing up there, just remember everyone down here... love!
renegadefuzz:
there was a chinese crested terrier at the walk today! soooo cute! I think I'd be a wolf hound.. tallest dog breed in the world.. and so regal... real strength too.
well today went pretty good...i finally went back to the gymn which makes me feel a lot better, ive been putting it off because ive been so tired then i realized that might be part of the reason for it. i know im gonna be sore as shit tomorrow tho but its worth it.
i had a bunch of drama at work, i hate drama...
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user304975207:
Yuck. Drama sucks. Especially since we're adults now and people just cannot get past the High School stage... 
laputa64:
girl drama is the worst kind of drama. i hate it.
it is amazing how pumped up you get from working out regularly. i haven't worked out in two weeks and i can definently tell. it sucks.
love the pictures in the uniform!! so glad that you posted them. sorry i didn't comment. i have been getting very little online time in. forgive me?
it is amazing how pumped up you get from working out regularly. i haven't worked out in two weeks and i can definently tell. it sucks.
love the pictures in the uniform!! so glad that you posted them. sorry i didn't comment. i have been getting very little online time in. forgive me?
im going to start updating more again, i was sucked into world of warcraft but i realized i was seriously addicted so i cancelled my account. now i have so much more time to do everything again, so i will be posting a lot more. but now i have to get ready for work so ill add more later.
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laputa64:
i know the feeling. i haven't been updating either....i just haven't been able to come up with anything to say.
renegadefuzz:
yay! exciting things are afoot...
sorry, just wanted to use the word "afoot".
It is a word. yes?
Btw.. Inuyasha fanfiction recently... I'm also trying to get as many episodes as I can right now... I've never watched it all the way through, in fact, I started reading the fanfiction, and I learned the characters through that, completely before I'd ever seen the anime...
sorry, just wanted to use the word "afoot".
It is a word. yes?
Btw.. Inuyasha fanfiction recently... I'm also trying to get as many episodes as I can right now... I've never watched it all the way through, in fact, I started reading the fanfiction, and I learned the characters through that, completely before I'd ever seen the anime...
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renegadefuzz:
not much to make you happy, eh? Think of the kitty! it's cute enough to make anyone happy!
whenever I get sad, I always did fuzzy-therapy and play with all my pets... sadly now, school prevents one from having pets, so I go to Pet Smart and play with the kitties up for adoption. I gues you just have to find something to make yourself happy and go with it... no matter how silly...
hope you feel better...
whenever I get sad, I always did fuzzy-therapy and play with all my pets... sadly now, school prevents one from having pets, so I go to Pet Smart and play with the kitties up for adoption. I gues you just have to find something to make yourself happy and go with it... no matter how silly...
hope you feel better...
renegadefuzz:
did you die? You've not updated in a while...
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sydfloyd:
Hey. Our show is free. And it's gonna be a Joe Buck's coffee shop in Marshall TX. If you're still interested I'll send you directions.
fidelius:
Well thanks. I like that chicken
im having a lot better day today, hopefully you guys dont think im schizo or something because i randomly post really negative posts i just dont feel like going into the base reasons for them on here but i do need to express how i am feeling on here sometimes...so yes there are a lot of reasons for how i feel and sometime i may...
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twigtech:
Thank you for removing a certain member's post from the top of my bookmarks.
The military can be a very trying place for many reasons. I have a friend that just returned from Bagdad and he's not quite the same anymore. The crazy spark that he used to have has dimmed a bit. Always remember to be grateful that you aren't in a combat zone. Also, feel free to IM or email me with your troubles.
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The military can be a very trying place for many reasons. I have a friend that just returned from Bagdad and he's not quite the same anymore. The crazy spark that he used to have has dimmed a bit. Always remember to be grateful that you aren't in a combat zone. Also, feel free to IM or email me with your troubles.
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laputa64:
lol. hooray for pictures in uniforms. *smile*
i am glad that you are doing better. i get in those funks all the time too. i usually post about them in my livejournal as opposed to on here....maybe that's why i'm such a loser and never update on here....hmmmm.....
the military is a place for lots of negativity. but it's a step. you are getting your life straight...and it will eventually end. the military doesn't define who you are as a person and don't let it get you down. you are so much bigger than all of this.
i am glad that you are doing better. i get in those funks all the time too. i usually post about them in my livejournal as opposed to on here....maybe that's why i'm such a loser and never update on here....hmmmm.....
the military is a place for lots of negativity. but it's a step. you are getting your life straight...and it will eventually end. the military doesn't define who you are as a person and don't let it get you down. you are so much bigger than all of this.
i want to peel my skin off.....for some reason it seems like that will make the pain go away
its kinda hard when you hate yourself if everyone agrees with you
its kinda hard when you hate yourself if everyone agrees with you
erastella:
hey yeah, we do have the same collar........disco to you.
that does make the pain go away...at least, it transfers it.
I don't agree, so there you go. A piece of metal lodged in the system.
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that does make the pain go away...at least, it transfers it.
I don't agree, so there you go. A piece of metal lodged in the system.
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