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there's nothing like being sick on top of a crazy week at work to take your mind off of things... but in the moments when my thoughts are free to stray, it could be one of a few things. the following is a bulleted list of said things:


films/art/music i want to experience
a handsome fellow
films/art/music i want to experience with a handsome fellow...
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learning to balance work and play can be dangerous goal, as then your thoughts are encouraged to run amuck.

instead of a visceral over-processing of options, i will attempt to remember how wonderful it felt to await the future with confident patience.

an open letter to the questions i wish i could ask:

dear nagging mysteries,

please stop reminding me that i am without clarity. yes, i wish i knew how he really was, how he may or may not feel, any and every detail he'd be willing to share. however, i need to sleep. i've never been so willing to employ patience, but i fear the...
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it seems as though with summer comes the inconsideration of space.

while the bustling streets of new york consistently antagonize my personal space issues, my encounters, as of late, have been absolutely infuriating.

first of all, i don't enjoy strangers touching me. if i know you AND thoroughly enjoy you, then yes, i am a touchy-feely person. if you do not meet these requirements, get...
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dear chat folk,

i miss you all. i'll be back soon, hopefully.

love,
showtime