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I'm wasting time, sitting in Starbucks, waiting for the evening's plans to commence.

This leads me to ponder patience...

I find that my heavily organized and regulated schedule (yes, I'm typing this on one of two BlackBerries) is continuously being foiled by the inconsistent punctuality of others. I would consider myself to be an impatient person, regularly declaring that it is one virtue with out...
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jtx:
Self awareness is a lost art........I find that if I see no flaws OR only see flaws then maybe it is time to take a step back and get other people's insight into who you are perceived. If I can find the good and bad in me or my recent decisions/ actions then I am at least on my way in the right direction.

Hope you are doing well Showtime!
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i've been thinking a lot about honesty...

not in relation to dishonesty, but rather its partnership with openness.

if you find a place where expressing thoughts and emotions without fear of frightening anyone by candidness, let me know.

that's a place i'd like to be.


update: while i had this brief blog drafted, i did some internet digging on the issue and came across this...
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ifyoushowmeyours:
think you missed the point. not looking for frequency so much as content.
downedcity:
no I caught the point. I appreciate true honesty. for example, I miss talking to you.
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ifyoushowmeyours:
dear mid-october,

i'm confused as to why you believe me to have mistaken you for july. you are more than aware of my ill feelings towards the sweltering months and i clearly expressed your arrival as a welcome occurrence. please let me know if there is anything i can do to clear up this misunderstanding.

cheers,
ifyoushowmeyours
inconspicuous_:
Dear ifyoushowmeyours,

July, being one of the months in the middle of the year, is clearly one of self reflection. It's temporal status allows one to analyze the former half of the year in order to make necessary changes to perfect the latter half. As a member of the latter half, your habits during my time are set in stone, allowing little opportunity for alteration. Stick with it until January.

Lots of love,
Mid-October.
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while i in no way condone filming whilst driving, this video made me smile- the feeling of fall and a song that i've got running on repeat.


if you're reading, mr. khan...


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dpgc44:
As long as you keep it asian hun, I aint mad..lol.. I am lookin for white girls.... white girls...lol
ifyoushowmeyours:
not exactly asian...
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he's away until mid october...

but i thought i saw him on the street today, kissing not me. i was immediately nauseous.

what might that mean?






then he turned, and i saw that it wasn't my "him" at all.
relief is an understatement.

wanting to be with him is officially bogarting my headspace.

cashmir:
awww honey. I used to think I saw my ex all over the place when he was on deployment. Creepy.
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this is on the list of things of which i wish i'd thought.


a stunning example of visual thinking.


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i feel as though it is time for a new blog, though i don't particularly want to communicate my thoughts.

pretty much just wishing i were in toronto...

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nolongerhere:
What's in Toronto?
ifyoushowmeyours:
there's a boy and a film festival...
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updates:

spending the week house/dog sitting for my boss in an INCREDIBLE upper west side apartment. its a little inconvenient with having to take my dog back and forth before and after work, but it feels like a nice staycation. unfortunately, this means i'll be a bit scarce this week...

i can feel fall on its way and could not be more excited.

not feeling...
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vegas_:
i want your puppppyyyy nowww ... send to me <3
imspectr:
Awww cute pic!! I have some pics of Bella I need to send you when I get a new computer.
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danger_diabolik:
Wake up! I want that blog entry. Not listening? I shall hypnotize you and make you do it, then.



By the way, can I tell you how awesome it is that you have Charles Mingus in your list of favorites? Nevermind, I guess I don't have to ask if I can tell you. I kinda just did. My favorite song by him also happens to be my favorite song title EVER: "The Shoes of a Fisherman's Wife Are Some Jive Ass Slippers". Is that not the best, or what?