ifixtrains

Finally, for the first time in oh, about 8 months things are starting to happen. Maybe gonna buy a house for reals this time, and the scourge of my life, the credit card bills are gonna go away. FOREVER! Headed out to podunk for the next few days to see grandma and give mom a little moral support, She's about worn out but soon grandma will be at peace and mom can get some rest. I now I seem strange to some members of my family since I don't really mourn the passing of loved ones. I really don't know why. It's not that I don't love them very much and miss them terribly when they are gone. Lord knows I do, but It's not something that hits me hard enough for tears. Having to watch those that I care about suffer in thier grief affects me far more. Anyway, now that I'll have new stuff to talk about other than a sore leg and bills maybe I'll pay more attention to this journal.