idwraith

So the new medication is under way, yet to see if it's going to do me a lot of good. So far I'm not suffering any real side effects but I'm still on the low starter dose and haven't gotten up to the therapeutic levels yet. My In-Laws came up again this weekend and took the boys for quite a while so I got a lot of rest, that was useful.

I'm feeling better. I have a PRN of valium again for the off chance that I start to have an anxiety attack again, which is good. I've only had to take it once. It still frustrates me to suffer anxiety attacks when I try to go outside for walks.

But for the most part I'm feeling quite a bit better this weekend than I did when I went into the psych ward, then again, that's not hard. I haven't had an anxiety attack which is a plus. Then again I've been avoiding stress like the plague, which is just the cowards way. I've been getting my paperwork done, which is good. But it still takes a lot of focus for me to do it. So far I've only gotten out for one walk and I had to come back from that one because I was having an anxiety attack.

All I know is it's too damned hot here in Cortland and I'm melting my nuts off.