I've come to realize, painfully, that I'm a single dad. That no matter how much people say they're going to be there for me, they can't always be. That's just the way things are. If one of my sons wakes up in the middle of the night, I'm the only one here to help them.
I've been relying, or trying to rely, to much on my friends. It's time for me to dedicate some time to just the boys and I, so we can get used to things working out that way, because that's the way it's going to be, for a long time. Probably until they move out and make lives of their own.
They say it's better to have loved and lost.... I have to agree. I wouldn't give my memories of the last seven years for anything.
I just feel bad that the boys only have me. She was the strong one.
Good night.
I've been relying, or trying to rely, to much on my friends. It's time for me to dedicate some time to just the boys and I, so we can get used to things working out that way, because that's the way it's going to be, for a long time. Probably until they move out and make lives of their own.
They say it's better to have loved and lost.... I have to agree. I wouldn't give my memories of the last seven years for anything.
I just feel bad that the boys only have me. She was the strong one.
Good night.
giastrange:
no i think you are the strong one, even though you might not feel it. i am sure you are a wonderful loving dad to your boys. look after yourself ((((((hugs))))))