I was talking to the lovely junecarter and organizing some of the thoughts. I know I've been venting a lot of negative emotions on here lately. That's partly because I feel like this community has been the most supportive that I've had since my wife passed away.
My problem is that I come from a family line riddled with mental disease. My mom's side of...
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My problem is that I come from a family line riddled with mental disease. My mom's side of...
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idwraith:
my tats
I whine too much.
san_ashitaka:
too much...or not enough...?
Well, the last couple weeks I've been having mood swings beyond comprehension. My meds have kept me from being purely depressed, but at the same time they make me so tired I'm having trouble functioning. So then I drink caffeine to stay awake. Too much caffeine and I get really irritable. This cycle has me on a roller coaster and I'm just not digging it....
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aleyhu:
I know exactly how you feel..........
So I am inebriated. I have been relaxing with my friend Jack and doing a tarot reading for a beautiful young woman who is tragically uninterested in me.
I almost had a bit of a date today, but that fell through. I'll survive I'm a big boy. I might have coffee with her later this weekend.
I'm in an odd place this evening. I'll probably...
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I almost had a bit of a date today, but that fell through. I'll survive I'm a big boy. I might have coffee with her later this weekend.
I'm in an odd place this evening. I'll probably...
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frost:
just about anything you can think of. mink, skunks, coyotes, foxes, birds of all sorts. XD
giastrange:
yeah id i totally understand where u are coming from id 
hope u will be ok. this is my nite for breaking out ha, ha, hopefully i will be ok tomorrow 
hope u will be ok. this is my nite for breaking out ha, ha, hopefully i will be ok tomorrow Toronto I shall NOT be going. The passport services have decided that the 30 year old birth certificate that I had issued at birth no longer counts as valid identification. So I have to order a new birth certificate from Rhode Island, then when it arrives mail that to passport services. No way that'll come in time for me to get to the Con. So...
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Toronto, I shall be there from Thursday May 27th to Sunday May 30th. Anime Convention here I comes!!
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vjvhyjf:
thank you. it is so horribly intrusive and annoying.
vjvhyjf:
I know! it got to the point where i had "show meat" in my freezer just in case i didnt go to the store before a visit or something. i was scared to let my boys jump around and play or wrestle too much just in case one of em got a bruise or anything that might be construed. nice to know there's more "normal" people out there being unnecessarily attacked by judgmental strangers 
Every time I go to blog my 2 year old sits on my arm. I can type with one hand but not nearly as fast or well.
So, when I working at rehabilitating the juveniles I had a coworker. Miss K was pretty awesome. She was smart, adventurous, enjoyed sex and was a bit of a wild girl. My wife liked her, but there was...
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So, when I working at rehabilitating the juveniles I had a coworker. Miss K was pretty awesome. She was smart, adventurous, enjoyed sex and was a bit of a wild girl. My wife liked her, but there was...
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junecarter:
Good luck with the new lady friend!
What con are you talking about?
What con are you talking about?
idwraith:
Anime North? *scratches his jaw* I THINK. I know it's in Canada on the weekend of the 29th of May.
Firstly, getting ninja kicked in the face by a platypus would suck, poisoned spurs and all. CURSE YOU PERRY THE PLATYPUS!!!
I've been trying to reorganize and prioritize my life, trying to figure out what kind of life I want to lead. For the last 7 years It's been pretty steady, but things have shifted since 2010 started. I've been contemplating everything from my spirituality...
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I've been trying to reorganize and prioritize my life, trying to figure out what kind of life I want to lead. For the last 7 years It's been pretty steady, but things have shifted since 2010 started. I've been contemplating everything from my spirituality...
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clio:
thanks for the sweet compliment
drusylla:
Communication with my primary partner has always been my #1 thing-especially when we started swinging yrs ago. We had to relearn how to communicate all over again. It was hard work but dammit we pride ourselves on mastering it. We rarely argue because of it.
So, of course, its something I would carry over in a poly relationship. This is the bf's first relationship ever and I have to learn a different aspect of communication. I am the type of person, though, that I will talk the issues to death til everything is resolved. I'm a stickler that way
I don't think I'm that good of a poly role model. The 3 of us do have a lot to learn and a lot to work on still.
So, of course, its something I would carry over in a poly relationship. This is the bf's first relationship ever and I have to learn a different aspect of communication. I am the type of person, though, that I will talk the issues to death til everything is resolved. I'm a stickler that way
I don't think I'm that good of a poly role model. The 3 of us do have a lot to learn and a lot to work on still.
I have to say that since my wife died, doing randomly nice things for people has made me a bit happy. It's been nice to be able to get people presents off their wish list, or donate to their charities. I've been doing it as a sort of way to honor my wife, because she loved helping people so much. I don't feel like I've...
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giastrange:
thank u for ur comment, i think i be askin u for advice regarding my kid!! hope u are doing well hon xx
mrswindupbird:
I just read most of your blog entries and was happy to see that things seem to be improving for you as far as finding a few happier days here or there. I have no advice on these matters, but I will say that when I'm depressed I like to watch things on NOVA because people discovering all these awesome things about this earth we're living on makes me feel like there's still a lot to look forward to. 
My new medication seems to be helping to stabilize my moods, which is good. So far there doesn't seem to be any harsh side effects, aside from a touch of drowsiness the first couple days I take it. I'm on Geodon so that's a new one for me.
I'm still sad, that's natural, but the bone crushing depression that was trampling me seems to have...
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junecarter:
Oh my goodness. You are such a sweet, wonderful person! thank you so much!
If there is anything I can do, please let me know
If there is anything I can do, please let me know
idwraith:
I will thank you.
There are times when it seems like everything has gone still and silent. Those times aren't as comforting when you're alone.
I just sort of miss having someone's body warm next to me.
I just sort of miss having someone's body warm next to me.