i'm in such a mess. love is a disgusting awful fucking messy mess. why is it all or nothing? why can't he see that i'm giving him all of myself that i'm able to? why am i being forced to choose? either choice is going to break my heart and leave me in a bigger mess than the one i'm already in. everyone is going to get hurt.
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