idoru

i've come to realize that if i want anything to get done i've got to do it all myself. at least if i want it done right. I could tell garrett to do the dishes, and he'd get them done in a week or so, but they'd still be dirty when they came out of the dishwasher. he blames it on the dishwasher and not his inability to rinse the dishes off before he puts them in. it's not hard. he aparantly isn't able to do any laundry either. or manage to pick garbage up off the floor. I am so sick of living in this mess and barely any of it is mine. I'm the only one working. i'm tired when i get home from work and i don't want to do more cleaning. and i don't relish spending my days off cleaning up after my unemployed husband. furthermore, all i ever see him do is play computer games. he barely talks or pays attention to me. we've talked about it. i've told him that he needs to be doing something around the house if he's not working. but nothing changes and i'm sick of being annoyed about the same things over and over, him saying he'll do better, then going back to the same routine.