idoru

i love cats. i wanna sleep under a pile of warm purring cats.

so....work is getting.... interesting. should have the new computer system in a week or two, and i may get to go to Olympia to train for it. then i get to come back to the store and show everyone else how to use it.
pending fears are dangerously close to becoming reality. i'm 21 years old. i haven't done ANYTHING with my life yet. just how much responsibility do i think i can handle? do i say yes and live with the fear that i might end up letting everyone down? or do i back out and stick with what i already know? Do i start looking for something else? can i do this and keep my sanity? just the simple decision is making me nutty.