idolessxo

A time to heal, and time for feeling everything all over again. Emotional detox -- I'm thinking that's what I need. You can never escape that which you repress, it always comes back in the end. Time peels away each place you hide your secrets, your traumas, your crimes. And yet that's all I do. Tuck away all the little monsters running amok. They'll go away eventually. No, they won't. They will linger, they will stick to you, they will hiss little stories of scarred messes in your ear. Pick and scab, pick and scab. Never made well.

Here goes everything..


Regina Spektor - "Fidelity"

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind
All these words
I hear in mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart...

Suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you
Kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose you never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs
Just to break my own fall

Just to break my fall...