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Just signed up again - August 3rd 2005 from a 2 year hiatus. I don't know what that means? I just broke off a relationship - my ego says mutual break my Id knows better. I was dumped. It's fine. She was still married on a two year separation, was planning to get divorced and start a life with me, but things changed.

You take a real look. And not just the ego speaking: she was a bore. Snooze City. She didn't like film and was obsessed with goals and steps and getting to next levels and moving to Santa Barbara - man it drove me nuts. She was a belly dancer and was the best piece of ass I have ever had, and I have had them all over the world...she was being groomed to becoming one of this studios biggest stars...then comes along this Johnny Fontaine with his olive oil voice and his guniea charm, and he destroyed her, destroyed what we had!!!! (WHAT FILM? The quote inaccurate in spots, just ignore it.) You have to laugh. Next. What is next. I might go to the Nuyorican poets Cafe in Alpha City Friday for Open Mike. Check out the villa, the talent. I might not fit the current stable of talent but that could work for me. I am wher I was 2 years ago. Out of work. Difference is, I have some money, but need a new place to live. Looking for leads in the North NJ, NYC, Brooklyn area...Anyone fellow Suiciders? Good to be back.

Black Dahlia Avenger