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i like girls that look like boys. is that queer?

i am on cloud nine in the worst way. he is totally worth it.

even though i wish i could have been with closer friends, 2005 started out amazing. i walked into my brother's house to find a fuck load of people dancing to some japanese girls rapping. the boys taunted the jock dashboard confessional party across the street with naked handstands. a stripper told me to move back to chicago cause she had a job for me. my old friend andrew and i owned the dance floor. and i went home with someone gorgeous. natalie, you have to see the dress i was wearing. i dont think i ever felt so good.

my sister is moving in two days. my father and i are getting on well. my grandfather is looking for a car for me to buy. for the first time i honestly hope things will work out for jo and that girl. he really likes her and i am happy. we're getting along splendid. i still work too much. i am going to convince tony to take pics of me soon so i can put them online. i want to be a suicidegirl but i just dont feel internet savvy enough. and i really want to hang out with everyone so call me and i'll buy you a drink. shit. xoxo